man...i am tired...sian leh...now noone is doing the compilation of my cpc project...due to some "miscommunication" heng..dot volunteered to do it...but hor...her part and jade part not ready yet...how to do!! theirs come first loh...
anyway...i am so sian now...all i wan is just stay at home and play my games till i rot..dun care about the world anymore anyway...this world is going to end anyway...i dunno why...i feel that i no longer have the mind or will to live life again...it feels as if..i have lost a part of myself...the part that i have always hang on to...no matter how hard i try to get it back..i just cant get it back anymore. its like sumting is holding me back to get that part of myself back...and i dunno wat it is.
and the irony is...i dun even noe wat is that part that i feel i have lost...i just cant figure it out...nowadays...my life is such a mess no longer as tidy as before...life seems to be just a routine for me now...go to school...study..eat..slp...hang out with frens and stuff like dat. not that i dun like that but..i feels like a robot...doing sumting again and again...that i myself feel that i am doing it becoz i have to do it..
man..i seriously tink i need to get a hobby or sumting...but wat? haiz...dun wan to type le...let me just go and play my games.
