as described in the title of today posting, thats how i am feeling rite now....though i had known that this day will come sooner or later since last year...i did not realise that it will be this hard to say goodbye.....the last one week was one of the happiest days of my life....though it is short...but at least i spent some time with u....
i told myself that i need to be strong...it is only 9 months' time....but it is hard....i felt that i have lost a precious part of mine...he was my best friend, he is always there for me....his shoulders will always be there for me when i need it....now..i feel that i have lost that part of support....things will never be the same for me.....
i was looking at the entrance of my house...and i realise that for the next 9 months, i will not be able to see that silly face popping out in front of me again....if i go to his house....i realise that he wont be there to greet me...the room will be cold...and never be the same for the next 9 months...
i thought i will be able to brace through this....but it was really hard to....to my ignorance..he already become a part of me that i can never do without.....please take good care of urself....dont be too worry about me....i will be fine whenever i hear ur voice...or even just a text message....
lots of thanks, hugs and kisses for the gerz who has shown their concern for me...i will take good care of myself..dun worry..i will be fine.
ps: please dun tink too much about this post yeah...i am alrite....and pleas dun cry..i dun wan u to become a puff eye pig :p
~i wonder if i can fall asleep tonight.....i doubt so....~
