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Sunday, October 23, 2005

12:35 AM

this is classic i tell u...classic.

Boys:

1. Drive to the bank, park and go to the Cash Dispenser.
2. Insert card
3. Dial code and desired amount
4. Take the cash, the card and the slip

Girls:
1. Drive to the bank
2. Engine stalled
3. Check make-up in the mirror
4. Apply perfume
5. Manually check haircut
6. Park the car - failure
7. Park the car - failure
8. Park the car - Success
9. Search for the card in the handbag
10. Insert card, rejected by the machine
11. Throw phone card back in handbag,
12. Look for bank card.
13. Insert Card
14. Look for Secret Box (where secret code is written)in Handbag
15. Enter code
16. Study instructions for 2 minutes
17. #Cancel#
18. Re-enter code
19. #Cancel#
20. Call Boyfriend/husband to get correct the code
21. Enter desired amount
22. #Error#
23. Enter bigger amount
24. #Error#
25. Enter maximum amount
26. Cross fingers
27. Take cash
28. Go back to the car
29. Check make up in rear mirror
30. Look for keys in handbag
31. Start car
32. Drive 50 meters
33. STOP
34. Drive back to bank machine
35. Go out of the car
36. Take card and ticket back from machine
37. Go back to the car
38. Throw card on passenger seat
39. Throw slip on the floor
40. Check make up in rear mirror
41. Manually check haircut
42. Go into roundabout - wrong way
43. BRAKE
44. Go into roundabout - right way
45. Drive 5 kilometers
46. Remove hand brake
47. Call boyfriend/husband to tell how miserable she was because of HIM.

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

11:57 PM

i have one intellectual question for u ppl which i just tot of...

What happens if you get scared half to death... twice?

hahaha...

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11:16 PM

i had nothing to update today as i practically slpt the whole day!!! anyway....as wat i had said previously...that i am going to be NERD this coming semester...i had started studying...arent u guys proud of me now?? all i need is a thick and dark glasses to complete my NERD makeover. haha.. yoda...is marcus selling it? kinah are u happy now?? haha...actualyl today i dun wanna update...then sakinah sez she needed sumting to read. see its proven once again that i am her obsession. haha.

hai....i miss u people reading this blog. yes! all of u!

ps: suraiyah, eric sent sumting to ur hse add...keep a look out in 2 weeks time yeah. thanks XD

as wat i had said before...only promise me the tings that u can do. its not a good feeling when u are waiting for sumting eagerly only to find it for nothing in the end. if it is like is everytime...as this is nto the first time..i would rather u not promise me anyting rather than i got my hope high and get thrown down like a broken doll. even a doll has a point where it will break after so many broken promises...let alone a human who is made from flesh and blood.

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Friday, October 21, 2005

11:07 PM

oh ya...just remember i look hot and different in this pic. so i shall post it for all to see...and hell no! its not photoshop...its taken by myself at sentosa while waiting for the bus! so feast ur eyes on this gorgeous pic! hahaha.

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10:49 PM

man..work till 9 pm today...man...those customer hor..when i got nothing to do...they nv come in...when i got sumting to do...all of them come in together...i only one person!! how to serve so many ppl???? anyway...i was like talking on phone and serving 3 customers at the same time. i am proud of myself man...very proud. hahaha..and i managed to sell sumting to all of them yay! today sales was damn good...seems that everyone of them listen to me...watever i ask them to buy..they also buy.hahaha.

anyway..i was damn lucky today..there was this customer with 2 dogs..man..the 2 of them keep shitting!! heng ar...they got maid so i dun need to clean up..haha...got the maid to clean...pity her though... so i help..b giving her thicker tissue and spray.haha. alrite...go very bad ting today....i need the toilet badly man...so i was about to go to the toilet then got this customer came in..so bo pian...must bear first...then finish le...got anotehr one came in! man..i was standing cross legged man..heng..i stand behind cashier..so they nv see. hahaha.. after that customer i ran to the toilet man..as in really ran!

ok..then at nite..sharon and leslie tok to me..they sez..my sales for friday has been increasing...which is good..and they sez..i got a gift of tongue.haha especially if i called the customer..they seems to always like my voice. hahah..so they will order :p anyway...they sez i am a sales person..meaning i have high persuasive power...so ppl judge! am i? haha. anyway...when they were sezing that i am thinking this " at last! those lgcomm classes are paying off and the all the OPss that i had done are paying off!! hahaaha"

thanks to miss lim and of cse my dear darling mr mathavan!! hahaha...oh ya..and mr ferlin later he sez i forgot about him. haha. anyway...i miss all my frens!! long time nv see le...esp socks and su and paulus!! can u uys like be less busy and meet up with me???? ok..i no ei am demanding too high i shall bear till A lvl over!

alrite kinah and yoda!! hope to see u guys next week!!!

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

10:35 PM

alrite...i am tired!!! i work till 9.30 pm today! shit man...my legs are aching loh...but business are alrite...today once again i am less bored. haha....tml i will be working full day...actually amy will be joining me in the afternoon...but she sms and sez she sick..so tml i will be working alone again...tink i will die of tireness tml...haha...

ok...yolanda has make a good post today..and i would liek to elaborate on it..hope she dun mind i quote *winks*
"Whether a relationship carries on will be based on whether both parties can tolerate each other's quirks."

the above is so true man...if really cant tolerate there is no point to carry on...but of course the quirks must be the reasonable one...like if the guy is flirtatious...please lor gerz! u tink u can tolerate that no way man...wat we mean by quirks...are those of like little little tings...like...maybe...bad tempered...and stuff like dat. some girls are too innocent that they will just tink that "i must accept the good and thebad side of the guy" but remember! it must be a REASONABLE bad side. not poiting to anyone but yeah...i just speaks as general yeah. sad to sez...but in this world there are really gerz like dat...they are innocent and love their guy totally but of cse some guys who are like jerks will take advantage over this and bully them..guys if u find a ger like this...please treasure her man...she is like the rare species i tell u...

go great lengths to please a guy that I love and get re-buffed.

sad to sez...but in this world there are really gerz like dat...they are innocent and love their guy totally but of cse some guys who are like jerks will take advantage over this and bully them..guys if u find a ger like this...please treasure her man...she is like the rare species i tell u...
i honestly believe i dun fall under this category...i will go to a length to please a guy but not a great length unless he really deserve it..and only time will proves it.

remember besides loving him, we have to love myself.

this is one ting that sometimes we gerz may forget for a moment...yes. we love our guy..but i am selfish yeah..i love myself more than anytingelse in this world (except Jesus of cse) gerz have to learn to be selfish..seriously no offence to guys yeah...but majority of guys are beasts i tell u beasts... if u treat them too nice to that stage where u put them as priority excluding urself..they will climb over u..they will!

guys are weird creatures...tings that are hard to get..they will treasure more. thats wat i believe in..so no matter wat we gers have to love ourselves first in order to get the male creatures to respect us. for those who dont respect us..we are better off without them seriously. i refer above to guys yeah..no offence. haha...even eric is also part of this male creatures so i am fair..nothing is perfect in this world..but try to get one that will respect u as a human and at the same time loves u with all their life yeah.

alrite...above is my intellectual thoughts...even its all about guys above...i will talk about gers too next time..coz liek wat i sez...nothing is perfect...even gerz have flaws. yes...ppl...i will try to update more pics alrite..bear with it. i dun like to use blogger to upload pics coz their as DAMn slow. will figure out a way. bye for now..after sharing this intellectual thoughts..i am TIRED. hahaha.

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

10:31 PM

alrite! today i was less bored...haha...woke up early morning..to get to eric's hse as usual...need to reach around 11.30. man...it turns out that the hse is out of electricity....then cant use internet at all...meaning cant talk to eric online also...man...they should have told me earlier...then i go tml instead....haha..but not bad lah...had lunch there....actually eric's mom cook vegetables not bad...very nice to eat. so eric, dun look down on ur mom's cooking already!! hahaha..

after sit down chat awhile...went to his room to rest and look at his sch magazine...eheehe...i see the way the teacher dress...one thoughts come to my mind..."man..eric is old man....generation gap" hahaha...alrite...then i left le..i go meet yoda for awhile. :p

walk walk walk...then yoda follow me to go work...finally she knows where is the shop le!! dun u dare to lose ur way again and overshot!!! hahaha... work was fine today overall lah...except today got this regular customer...abit troublesome...until my 2 managers also pek chek with her. hahaha...

alrite...thats my day for today...nothing much but at least its better than the past 2 days where i rot at home..actually i have an intelectual thoughts now...but i am too lazy to type...tired already...so i tink i will type tml morning.hahaha...so keep in tune!! XD

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

8:32 AM

man...i am bored bored bored bored bored...maybe i should try sumting new. hahaha. maybe i should just kill myself. *kidding*

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3:16 AM

i wake up feeling weird today....i opened my eyes and i found myself not able to recognise the place...it took me a moment to realise its my own room...i was stunned...and feeling abit dissapointed that it was actually my room. i had a very nice dream yesterday very nice dream....though i cant remember wat dream...but i found myself relaxing and not willing to wake up..

sometimes i wish to myself that i got amnesia like khairul like dat...then i can start my life new...i wanna forget about sumt stuff....but i dont wan to forget sum stuff...is there such ting as half-amnsesia? this weird thought must be arising from my pms again. haha. anyway...have u ever felt the loneliness in this world...even when u noe that there are ppl around u? well...i have felt that before...and it is becoming more often nowadays...i think i need to go and see doctor one of these days...i got the feeling that i am sufferring from depression. i am serious.

i started feeling numb for everyting surrounding me...numb to sad feelings...i wanna cry but i cant. numb to anger...basically...i feel empty... as empty as a shell. i laugh, i joke, i talk...but i find myself doing useless stuff...i find no purpose...i am like..."why am i doing this?" i seriously think that i need a break from this world...is there such thing as momentary death? in tv got lah...real life got not? haha.

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Monday, October 17, 2005

12:48 PM

yay! a new blogskin...thanks to yolanda again..hahha...anyway..i choose this blogskin as from these past few days...i learn that i need to grow up as in really grow up...i need to change in order to fit in this world. as wat i have said b4...things have changed for me...ppl around me..my life...some change for the better...some dont.

maybe i am still stuck in my secondary school life...yes..i was told to grow up...i was told to move on...i was told the world is not as beautiful as wat i had thought it was... wat will i grow up to be like? only God knows this. this is me...i dont wan to change..i dont wish to change.. call me stubborn or call me selfish...all of u here know me for who i am now...who i am...and u guys are here with me becoz u like who i am now...if i change now... will u guys be able to accept me?

i am already like this for the past 18 years...the person u guys noe are the now-me. if u expect me to change...i can tell u honestly..i wont. i wont change now...and i will not change in the future. even if ur thinking has changed...dun expect me to change with u...call me naive..call me stupid...i wont change just for the sake of u. i will be who i am. if u dun like it....let it be.

i dont wan to be sumone who change just to fit in...its my life..i make my own decision...good or bad...noone can tell...nobody can stand up rite now sezing that "my thinking is the best..u should follow me" all of us have different goals in life...different perspectives...

i was told by sumone before...different thinkings....different views...different perspective...will cause everyting to fall apart...even if it is just a slightest ones. i didnt believe it...as i always tot opposites will attract. now i question myself..for how long? will this in turn become poison? noone knows..

-things started beautiful and nice...but things turn sour slowly..like the colour which slowly faded away..thats life and i accept it..now i must bear the aftermath..whenever i look at the windows..i find myself attracted to it..attracted to stand at the verge of it..as wat i am feeling now..i wanna see the faces of those-

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12:23 PM

Seven(7) Things That Scare Me
1. cockroaches.
2. lizards.
3. losing my family
4. losing him
5. losing my frens
6. getting hurt
7. getting betrayed

Seven(7) Things That I Like (alright love/like ya)
1. family.
2. friends.
3. him.
4. my job
5. chocolates.
6. yummy-licious food.
7. comics.

Seven(7) Most Important Things In My Room
1. air-con. (this is a must)
2. comics
3. lots of books.
4. computer withinternet
5. radio
6. lots&lots of soft toys
7. bed,blanket and pillows

Seven(7) Random Facts About Me
1. i love to eat yummy-licious food.
2. i have been waiting for sumone to say " i love u for who u are" till now noone sez it.
3. i can speak chinese but i cant read chinese.
4. i have a hih tolerance.
5. i look young at my age(which is a good ting of cse).
6. i'm afraid of heights.
7. i love myself now.

Seven(7) Things I Plan To Do Before I Die
1. seek forgiveness from parents.
2. tell him how much i love him.
3. tell him how much i love my frens & how glad i am to have met them.
4. be a lawyer.
5. get married&have three kids (one guy 2 gerz).
6. live my life to the fullest
7. revelation

Seven(7) Things I Can Do
1. eat a lot, and i mean really a lot.
2. i can be an angel and i can be a devil
3. sleep all dayssssss long.
4. watch tv all day long.
5. read comics the whole day.
6. cook sum food
7. i can massage quite well (haha..ask those that had been massaged)

Seven(7) Things I Can't Do
1. sit still
2. drive.
3. change myself
4. sit still
5. tell people how i feel&stuff like that accurately
6. get into nc-16 movies without getting my ic checked (this one same as kinah)
7. stop reading comics

Seven(7) Phrases I Say Most
1. fuck
2. whatever
3. cool
4. huh? or hah?
5. ohmygod
6. shit
7. anyway

Seven(7) Celeb Crushes
-the one and only one...Andy lau-

Seven(7) People I Love To See Doing This
-whoever who wants to do this, please do.

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

11:15 AM

*sigh* this holiday turns out to be one of those boring holidays for me man....actually i have job but its not everyday and i am happy with that at least i dont need to work my ass off BUT then....becoz my stupid brother is here....i cant go out whenever i wan!!!!! and he has asked me to stay at home to supervise my sister lah...

please loh..all of u guys noe already lah...it has been 2 years since i touched math. chemistry, and physics( eyuck) even if my sis ask me...i prob have to go and dig for my old notes in the storeroom just to get through that qns. i cant even rmb was is negative ion or position ions already lah...isit cation???? i cant rmb!! how am i supposed to help?????????

physics..worse...i cant even rmb it when i am studying it..let alone now...math...alrite lah..maybe due to mr raj i still can rmb most of it...but its like..some of the formulas i forgot already...thats why...everytime my sis ask me qns...i will have to crack my brain and i end up doing it longer than she needs it.

so yah...now my life is (if i got no work) wake up at 11 or 12 pm....go on net...(dont even noe wat to do there...haiz...) eat lunch....(back to net again).....sleep till dinner time....then shower...then eat....then watch tv...then go net...then watch dvd....My God....i am officially becoming a pig!!!!
alrite...i noe...u guys must be tinking how lucky am i actually...honestly...i enjoy this kind of days...but not everyday!! and i have like one more month??? no wonder now i am fat and my face is round....

ok let me link my mood from beginning......happy--> not that happy-->BORED-->MORE BORED-->DEPRESSED-->MORE DEPRESSED. thats why i am now having mood swings....haiz...but even when i go out...i will be like...shit..where to go and wat to do...it seems like there isnt anyting to do in Singapore man..

movies...bowling...shopping...beach....eat. watelse to do?? i am not a clubber either. i am SO BORED to that stage where i am actually tinking of starting to do my revision for next sem...i am thinking...which senior to get the notes man....SEE how BORED am i????

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Monday, October 10, 2005

12:16 PM

when i need you
where were you?
calls...sms...will help even just a bit.

i didnt do anyting for nothing
i didnt call u at 4 am for nothing
do i know you?
-i ask myself-

do you still need me?
i doubt so.
do you noe how much insecurities are building inside me?
are u easing it or are u making it worse?
back to the question
do i know now-you?
i dont know the answer to that.

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12:09 AM

are you still the same person i know
i can tell u i dunno
i dun seem to know u anymore
last time...i can tell wat u are tinking
wat u are doing....
now i find myself tired of trying to find these out

i tell myself you are still the same
but in the corner of my heart i doubt my own words
u ask me why?
i can tell u i dont know.

i ask myself this
am i still the one in your heart?
i am not even sure of this now
dont ask me why...i dont even know how or what to tell you

things you do...you say...or even things that you probably dont realise
are actually hurting me bit by bit
do you ever realise that?
u probably dont realise that
you are too busy with your life that you prob dont realise

call me paranoid or think too much
but if there is no smoke will there be fire?
maybe i should just get on with my life
get busy with stuffs and forget about all these?

u ask me to keep a distance
i did. did you?

food for your thoughts
if now i were you and you were me
how would u feel?

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

1:30 PM

man...i have been too tired to blog these days...firstly tired and secondly of cse...lazy. hahaha.
ok..first info..my int is back in normal mood already...coz my bro is back!! yah...so i gain some and lose some i guess..thats the way of life...i am both happy and not happy that the fact is my bro is back..happy becoz there will be sumone to settle the bills and stuff for us...hahaha...i noe i am mean but yeah thats the truth he managed the finance of the family! ok..not so happy becoz...this means that i am once again back to the half closed cage instead of a fully open cage...haha(man..i am so poetic) actually it was good in a way...coz i havnt really got any rest ever since i finish my exam...so with him to 'control' me....i will get more rest even if i like it or not!!

ok...i am quite happy today...first ting...that stupid pig...finally got why i am unhappy...second ting...work has been REALLY good to me...firstly...i am doing things that i like...for example..baking..cooking...and serving customers! and cuddle dogs! i am no longer afraid of dogs now yeah! miss lim i can touch ur dog now i can!!! hahaha...ok...i am mad...the cooking and baking is fun...but NOT the cleaning...normally i will leave teh cleaning to Darren (one of my collegue) since he dun like to serve customers...but hor...my boss ( Sharon) must hav found out about this thats y i always work alone or work with uncle....but yeah sharon is good to me very good...hahaha...( my workplace was in sunday straits time btw..please take a look )

ok...today sharon receive a big order which amounts to about $200++ then she gave it to me!! she sez..." put it as u take the order...then the commission will be yours" yay! then later in the after i receive the same type of order from another person...hahaha...and the sales today are good..and its all my commission..haha...coz i working alone today...damn tired. and i have upcoming orders too. hehehe.

basically today i am tired yet happy hahaha...and yah....socks thanks for ur mc donald no...haha..i got no time to buy lunch...so i need delivery...but...i forgot the no...hahaha. alrite...kinah...u happy now??? i updated my blog!

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

1:39 PM

ok....this is on the bdae it self one...

29 Sep 2005 -
Early morning i receieve alot of smses wishing me happy bdae...even b4 i woke up...hahaha. anyway..kind of touch that there are actually quite a no of ppl that actually remember my bdae. :p

ok..i went to sentosa with paulus, socks and suraiyah (su) to celebrate my bdae...now them for so long..but that is the first time we actually went to sentosa together...haha. originally...their plan is not to let me no eeveryting..but yah...that stupid su aka cat blurted everyting..and u noe wat..she even discussed the size of the cake and the price of teh cake in front of me to socks...only to realise that i am not supposed to noe..when socks sez.."ehem ehem" hahaha..stupid.

2nd blooper...socks told me that paulus cant make it in the end...so only the three of us celebrating..so yah..abit sad...then when we were at the outram mrt...she receieved sms from paulus...so she blurted out..."oh..paulus reached already" ok..so i noe everyting le.hahaha.

3rd blooper....they dun wan to let me noe how teh cake looked like first...tehn in the bus the opened up the cake...with paulus blocking my view...little did they realise...there is ahole for me to se...so yeah..i saw the cake. hahaha.

anyway...all those bloopers make may day bright. oh ya...another stupid ting suraiyah did which i have to note down as it was priceless....priceless i tell u. we got on the yellow line bus...she touched her pocket...shouted " shit! my HP not here" then she ran down the bus w/o checking her bag..so i decided to be a good fren and help her checked...i opened up the first flap of the bag and i saw her HP place comfortably in the pocket of the bag..by then she was busy explaining to the ger at the entrance...poor socks knocked her head to the bus pole while trying to get her to realise her phone is in her bag! so yah...u noe lah the next ting...still sez...we played a joke on her one...hahaha.

ok...we then went to the beach....they bought me a bikini...then asked me to wear and took pictures...hahaha...but they failed to convince me to let paulus to take the pictures...ppl shy mah...so su had to take the pic in teh changing room area.hahhaah...coz i am nto taking off my shirt in public yeah..lol. then we played water...it was fun.hehehe....then we played volleyball with ppl whom we dunno..haha...wah..su pro sia playing the volleyball...socks not bad...i am the clown of the game....anyway..my hands hurt and we got sunburn.

then as usual...we took pictures everywhere we go while waiting for jessica to come..she came esp to see me..awww....lol. the day was really fun until we bump into this very rude ger lah..us e the table also cannot...its a public place alrite..we can use the table if we wan to.

i wanna sez a few tings yeah.

suraiyah and socks - thanks for celebrating my bdae yeah..despite u guys are prob tired after ur prelims and u guys are busy preparing for ur A levels.. really...i feel touched and loved when u guys actually bother to arrange for this outing despite ur busy schedule...i will pray for ur A lvl...i noe u guys can make it one if u study hard...work hard yeah... esp su if u wan to be my senior in university u better make it. hahha. socks...u can do it one..have confidence in urself yeah...i will see u in university and we shall be schoolmates again yeah!

paulus - ook....u are also the best alrite! despite having exam in the evening..u still came to celebrate my bdae...hehe. long time nv see u also already...and it was fun lah that the four of us cna han gout togetehr again...hehe..u better study hard and start to work faster...remember ur first paycheck is to treat all of us to a meal!

jessica - i noe u are worried for me..but yeah..i am alrite really..appreciate it that u make ur way down to sentosae just to see me and wish me a happy bdae.hehe.. thanks alot.

ok..that should be all..and i am already 18 now! yay! driving license....here i come!

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1:05 PM

ok...first and foremost...i am not ignoring my blog...its just that my modem is acting up and noone can fix it except my bro...so yeah..u guess the next ting..i dun have internet! however...thanks to my cousins, they manage to fix it for my comp..temporarily..i dunno how long it will last.hahaha.

ok..i shall update my life now..this is is a hectic and fun week for me.

28 Sep 2005 -
went out with sakinah, nora, yingying to so called celebrate my bbdae! lol. anyway..originally yoda is supposed to go too..but she is sick that day..so have no choice but not going out with us...sad man. i am so touched by sakinah man...she hand-made a BIG board for me...full of my pictures which she has tons of them lol. and some of the grp pictures that we have taken in sch and outside sch..hahaha. (with the help of her sis to make the board...must give credit ok.) lol.

i feel like crying then..but i didnt..hahaha...coz alot of ppl..i shy shy. seriously..i am really really really happy with that gift..is one of the best birthday gift. really..however...next...i foudn that she purposely mak ethat big board one!! i have to carry it everywhere i go..and she knew that i wll be out the whole day...out to sabo me indirectly man...but on account of ur hammered finger...i shall let you off kinah...hahaha.

ok...then we went to marina square...and thansk to kinah again..we alomost lost our way..haha...and thanks to me and yingying...we finally found the indonesian restaurant..haha. the food there is great! so far the nearest to then REAL indo food...paulus you should go there too! its call..leaazat - taste of indonesia. ok..we took pics of the food to make yoda jealous..hahah...mean ppl.

then...we went to watch movie (cropse bride) not worth it though..its just 1 hr! we paid $8 for one hr movie!!! anywya...the manager there very good...he helped me keep my BIG board while i watch my movie..yay.

at night i went to meet jade and dot dot..for dinner at clarke quay..everyone is looking at my big board...thinking i am either a narcistic or an art student ( no offence to art student yeah) we went to have an italian food...not bad lah the food...then we went to the new club DXO its ladies night so the drinks and entrance fee is free...so yah...sat thereto chill till 1.30 am...then go home.

ok...all i wan to sez for that day is thanks ppl...i love you all. hahaha. sounds so wrong...but yeah..really apppreciate watever u guys have done. hehehe.