yay! a new blogskin...thanks to yolanda again..hahha...anyway..i choose this blogskin as from these past few days...i learn that i need to grow up as in really grow up...i need to change in order to fit in this world. as wat i have said b4...things have changed for me...ppl around me..my life...some change for the better...some dont.
maybe i am still stuck in my secondary school life...yes..i was told to grow up...i was told to move on...i was told the world is not as beautiful as wat i had thought it was... wat will i grow up to be like? only God knows this. this is me...i dont wan to change..i dont wish to change.. call me stubborn or call me selfish...all of u here know me for who i am now...who i am...and u guys are here with me becoz u like who i am now...if i change now... will u guys be able to accept me?
i am already like this for the past 18 years...the person u guys noe are the now-me. if u expect me to change...i can tell u honestly..i wont. i wont change now...and i will not change in the future. even if ur thinking has changed...dun expect me to change with u...call me naive..call me stupid...i wont change just for the sake of u. i will be who i am. if u dun like it....let it be.
i dont wan to be sumone who change just to fit in...its my life..i make my own decision...good or bad...noone can tell...nobody can stand up rite now sezing that "my thinking is the best..u should follow me" all of us have different goals in life...different perspectives...
i was told by sumone before...different thinkings....different views...different perspective...will cause everyting to fall apart...even if it is just a slightest ones. i didnt believe it...as i always tot opposites will attract. now i question myself..for how long? will this in turn become poison? noone knows..
-things started beautiful and nice...but things turn sour slowly..like the colour which slowly faded away..thats life and i accept it..now i must bear the aftermath..whenever i look at the windows..i find myself attracted to it..attracted to stand at the verge of it..as wat i am feeling now..i wanna see the faces of those-
