alrite..i seriously cant wait for sakinah already.so i shall post first. hehe...well...we are all too busy with projects lah..so i probably wont be updating often these days. so yah...
btw...today i was in HELL...really HELL...my aunt can no longer stand my bloody idiotic pimples and she sez "u come here! i will squezee them all!" i am like in my heart "its going to be fucking pain lah! " but yeah...i noe she meant well...becoz no matter wat medicine i used, the pimples wont be gone if it was not cleared up by squezing them out. so secretly..in my heart i was cursing the auntie that provide me with this medicine and she fuckign jolly well...never tell me that these medicine got expiry date one. so yeah...the moment i used the expired one..thats it man! thats it! i was in my heart "screw you bitch!" then secondly, she never come to see my face lah..always give me the excuse that she is busy whenever she come to singapore. so i was like hello???? how big is singapore? fuck.
so yeah..i went thru hell when my aunt squeeze the pimples out. it like took 2 full hours lah! imagine in fucking pain for 2 full hours!!!!!! ur face pain u noe! not ur hands or legs or watever lah. face is the most dedicate skin lah. anyway to move on, i was like screaming and crying...it was practically every where lah! yes! my full face!
u noe when she squeeze and the pain is so sharp i feel liek shouting "CB! KNN!FUCK!MOTHERFUCKER!" basically watever words i noe. but yeah..to maintain my image...i scream that in my heart...but mouth only when "ouch! scream! help! i died already!"
basically it was really HELL. and u neo wat..my aunt sez sumting that is not very helpful to singapore government..she sez..do u noe that giving birth its like 100 times worse that this pain? i was like...okay...now u are makign me think twice. if my parents next time dun get any grandkids from me they should noe who to find.
anyway...i was swearing in my heart. if this time my face is cured...i will be eternally GRATEFUL to my aunt. and hell yes...will take care of it better and holy yes! if i do have a daugther next time, i will make sure she dun go thru teh same trauma as me man...i will be a bloody nagging mother when it comes to her face lah. not to teach her to be vain but at least dun suffered like wat i did.
i was practically scolding myself also lah. like wtf! i should have taken care of my face properly when it is still fuckign smooth or maybe i shouldn have come to singapore stupid weather. THEN i dun need to go thru all these sufferingS.
Anyway..when the whole ting is over. i was like Thank God! and yes! it was not pain anymore. hahaha...hopefully it will be better soon. alrite..finish complaining..shall go study accts. tmr we have class test! and my face is going to be very red tml!
ps: kinah has a nice day today and she is happy that she went for OB lec today or she will kick her own butt if she had missed today lecture right??? hahaha.
