hm...i was reading my previous posts today sinc ei got nothing to do and i am tinking lets take this chance to unwind a little bit. it seems that my posts are getting vulgar and full of anger. well...i do notice that this semester i am very bad-temper..i dunno why..probably becoz sch is really getting to me now..i dun like it when i have to rush for everyting in such a short period of time. its getting on my nerves as in ppl irritates me fast these days since i have a lack of slp and when tings dun go the way i have schedule it. i mean..i dun mind if u inform me and gives me a good reason but i u dun...i feel that u dun respect me as a person.
i mean..i dun have to compile tings for u guys u noe...i did it out of my own initiative and all of u have done compilation before, so i believe u guys should noe how it feel when u dun get ur material ready when it is supposed to be ready. I dun mind sacrificing my slp as long as its for sumting reasonable but for crap like..i am lazy, i dun have the time and it took me a long time...its kinda u noe..abit lame. who is not lazy? probably Henry lah. hahaha. if u tell me coz u didnt understand the tings..yes. i will prob accept it. so yeah...for ur own respect and to show respect to ppl...kindly inform ppl when u dun get ur stuff ready and dun push ur luck as in dn ask for too long of an extension because things have deadlines..if i dun have deadlines..why would u tink i would rush ppl to give me their work. makes sense? hope it does.
alrite..as i was sezing...well...i feel that i cant do my work properly when i am angry...so i hope it is not too late now for me..i am going to try to be better temper now so long as ppl dun irritates me.
secondly, sumone or rather 2 people ask me today. what happen to you santi? i kinda tink..they are asking why am i so loud and direct now instead of like before...loud but not direct...and keep tings to myself. well..i am sorry..ever since i am secondary school..i have always been loud and direct and sumtimes even vulgar if i am pissed off..suraiyah and vouch for it. hahaha. paulus will definitely agree that i am loud. well...i ask them back...what do u mean what happen to me? they didnt answer. sorry but i feel that u probably dunno me before. well..here is the real santi for you. i am no meek and must-be-save-damsel. i will be harsh when i need to and i will be gentle when i need to, its a part and parcel of life. as what we learn in OB, people reacts differently in different occasions.
alrite...back to family law. all the best k guys.
