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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
10:28 PM
i am so dead tired...and i have to make this update because sakinah and yolanda points a gun to my temple coz they sez..they got nothing to do so wan to read my fabulous update. so i am just going to make this fast and teh complete story tml..i need to slp early. i need to work tml at 11 am just for ur info and kinah is being an ass by sezing "happy working"
anyway..before i start i wan to wish both socks and suraiyah good luck for tml result. i noe u guys will make it to university one! dun worry! u guys will be my senior in university. we will meet there again as schmates. sms me when u get ur result already ok!
alrite. today's story..as mentioned..we went to sentosa. go there...eat first..i hungry...cannot tahan already. dunno why they two of them cannot let me eat in peace...keep sezing i eat like pig. haha. sorry i hungry. then...we went for swim...the water is damn nice lah. cool...and coool. haha. then went back to tan...i felt like slping lah.
[edited] i learnt a very big lesson today which is:
never ever listen to sakinah's suggestion or your feet will suffer
anyway...the main ting is...yoda actually went canoeing to an island with a fugly ns man that she doesnt even noe lah. me and kinah were like worried lah..while waiting for her....told her we need to leave le..then she went to tat island...we cant see her from the water...so yeah..me and kinah were kinda pissed lah. coz we were like burnt while waiting for her.she came up with this brilliant idea..."lets eat ben n jerry ice cream" so....i decide to be nice and follow her to buy...we have to walk like...from MIDDLE of siloso beach to the place where u drop when u take the bus from the arrival centre...which is liek easily 500m- 1km? THEN...i was wearing my slippers...ready to go...then she sez that dun wear lah...later the sand pokes ur sole...then u wunt feel comfortable walking. so fine..i listen to her. hahaha.
THEN the nite mare began...it was fine at first...then the pavement got hotter and hotter...my feets are burning! so yeah...imagine my pain. i will never wan to go to hell coz now i noe its already do hot in the pavement let alone hell! yeah...bought the ice cream..go thru the pain of going back. then we quickly dip our feets...to the cold water. hahahaha. thanks kinah. with a fren like u. i dun need enemy.
THEN the nite mare began...it was fine at first...then the pavement got hotter and hotter...my feets are burning! so yeah...imagine my pain. i will never wan to go to hell coz now i noe its already do hot in the pavement let alone hell! yeah...bought the ice cream..go thru the pain of going back. then we quickly dip our feets...to the cold water. hahahaha. thanks kinah. with a fren like u. i dun need enemy.
so yeah...went to shower after that. ok..second main ting..i still got market ok. hahaha. but with younger guys. haah...they bluff us..sez they are 18-19years old..turns out..1988 guys lah. so yeah...the guy they send ask for my no. dun worry people. eric noes about this and those guys noe that i got bf..haha. so yeah..just be frens. haha.
ok..nothing le..after that we went to eat mcdonalds. but in the shower and while waiting for the tram...we bump into idiotic people that have no manners lah. oh ya! while in teh water me and kinah saw a school of small fishes swimmin rite in frt of us! yes...its nice and cute...but i freak out! ok..no more. took sum pics..but too lazy to upload...shall upload tml.
overall...it was fun and cool today. hahaha. yoda owes me...20 bucks. hahahaha.
thats the end of story. good nite. i shall go to slp! hope u enjoy this kinah and yoda!
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12:11 AM
was damn tired when i reach home and my idiotic bro just has to ask me to massage him as he is tired. thank God this afternoon my cousin, awen has massaged me again before i went to work. haha. i saw him and his gerfren so he is treating me doubly nicely. wahaha. was cheered up by the gerfrens when i come online. thus, come the previous post. was laughing when i was reading the post. its so nonsensetical. haha...so untrue. esp about kinah and yoda being the angles. *pui* hahaha. they are the devils!
and i did the same for hers. please go to her link at the links area for a reading of my intellectual 10 tings. hahaha. and the mountain tortoise is her! she doesnt even noe there is dog spa now when it is such a big news soem time back. see! hahaha.
anyway..went to work today later at
- there is only one tingkat order aka 5 meals. and it took her 3 hrs to do when me and everyone can easily do it in 15 mins.
- she smashed the whole 1 kg cake slices which
- make a mess of the kitchen
- packed the wrong order
- dunno dun wan to ask to clarify
and she has been with us for 2 weeks! i was there to clear her mess basically. was very de glad when her shift is over at
anyway..apple the dog..gave me a kiss and a cuddle before i left just now. heeh. she climbed to me..licked my face then rub her head against my legs. thats cuddling and sezing goodbye the apple way. haha. hope to see her soon. i am getting more and more attached to her. hehee.
alrite...off to bed. meeting the gerfrens to sentosa tml. yay!
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Monday, February 27, 2006
11:20 PM
santi has given me the right to update her blog which is not dead anymore because she loves me. hurhur.
so here are 10 things that you ought to know about santi robin :)
1. I am actually a mountain tortoise even though i've been denying it all along.
2. I am very innocent. I do not know a lot of terms like hurhur i'm too shy to say it here. My friends, especially Yolanda have been polluting my mind.
3. I love to irritate Sakinah by singing stupid songs. I think she looks cute when she's pissed :)
4. I'm very violent. If only you hear the number of fcuks i say when i'm around the two angels, kinah&yoda.
5. I love my bestfriends a lot. (eh pardon me here, i don't know how to spell their names)
6. I attract lesbians. In fact, i have lesbian tendencies right eric? I'm actually obsessed with kinah&yoda
7. I wear a skirt that looks like a towel to Cindy. Next time when you're wet, you can just wipe yourself with my skirt.
8. I'm actually crazy. Please send me to IMH.
9. I'm actually addicted to comics. Please cure me of my addiction. I buy comics like as though i need them to live.
10. I'm very loyal to Eric :)
With love,
Sakinah Bte Abdul Latiff
iloveyoubabe <3
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12:31 PM
woke up at
who can develop love in the midst of war? while one is fighting for his life at the battle field and the other one is waiting at the shore. when life and death are uncertain...will there be someone really able to tink of you instead of the safety of himself/herself. and mind you...that time they were still not official loh. its the kind of friendship...full of support...courage...prayers...for best of others instead of whispering sweet for nothings words. gerz out there...love need not be xpressed by words...it can also be xpressed with actions. if you guy or ger dun whisper sweet for nothings to you...its not he/she doesnt wan to. maybe they are just shy. and be thankful that they dun whisper sweet for nothing...at least this gave u a little assurance that they do not do so to other people also.
if words can really be xpressed thru words...wat will they be? flowers...chocolates...rings...gifts...all these are just material stuff....wats the purpose of this things if your other half is not even there for you? its not the gifts that we should treasure..its the time we spent together. so guys...wat gerz from you is not
of course..it is not an excuse for the guys not to pamper their gerfrens yeah...at speciall occassions...anniversary....of course you should pamper them to show
i was reading the article. and i wan to cry. and i remember...about a case which mr. ferlin told us. its about a woman who took care of her husband for 25 years...bear in mind...her husband is unable to work due to the illness he has got. cant rmb the name..but its sumting...that....will caused to have relapse and you will not be able to control you body. meaning..u shit anywhere...u pee anywhere...your body can bend 180 degree....and u have cramps...basically you look like crap. no cure for this. she took care of him for 25 years...without complaints and grieves....mr. ferlin end the story with this sentence.
" if thats not love...so wat is it?"
that sentence has an impact on me...and thats one of the reason why i wan to take family law...its an area of law that is the nearest to humanity. u will be able to see...how this world of relationships actually...tragedies...love story hidden away in this fast moving and materialistic world.
so people..do i sound intellectual?
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Sunday, February 26, 2006
10:44 PM
man...been wanting to blog since 2 days ago but my computer like got sum prob lah. anyway...for teh past three days..i have been working lah..full shift everytime! 11am- 8pm! shit de loh. hahah. the new shop at sengkang there finally open leh and we are hell busy also. now that we got two places to settle. to cut things short...from tml onwards i wont be able to see apple the dog anymore. she is going to go give birth. sad man...three months leh!! she has to stay with her puppies...no more...apple the dog to entertain me. like dat if i work alone..very de sian loh...normally got apple to entertain me..to let me hug and to let me cuddle. sad rite. next three months leh!!
i failed to convince my bro and parents to let me keep dogs...so this time...i cant get any of apple' offsprings. sian arrgh!! gave apple a very big hug before i went home just now.
and today...i realise there are alot of weird weird ppl in Singapore. shall not tok about it coz i am too lazy to type. thats all for today lah...too tired to continue anymore. and yoda...yes..if u wan to think of it as supermodel offsprings..u can. hahaha...only u got no life. :p
sentosa! sentosa! sentosa! sentosa! repeatr after me. and hell. no more starbucks i tell u! no more! i wan to puke already! hahaha.
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
11:26 PM
dunno if i should be happy or depressed today. both papers sucks. and the MCQS are tough like mad. even henry got problem doing OB lah. he discussed it with zhida lah (second smartest)....man..even they are discussing answeer...tinkwe all fail aready. haha.
well...dun wan to think about it already. shall be happy that all papers are over..now i need to wait for 3 more weeks to noe my results and i will anxiously wait for that sms to come. yay. after papers...i was damn hungry...by the time we were ready to go eat..its already...9.45 lah. so went across sch coffeeshop to eat. we eat like a pig lah. order....fried rice for me and kinah...ying yin plain rice...then stingray....tomyan soup. man..all hot stuff. nvm. i like. heck about the pimples.
we eat...we tok...we sit...we drink....till almost 11 like dat. sorry too dead...me and kinah decided to take cab back. i unlucky...got new driver..dunno the way...i also dunno the way out..i need to see main road...so i follow kinah cab till we reach stadium...so yeah...from there i noe how to go home le. wahaha.
was walking towards my block..i was tinking...man...i am going to be a thrid year poly student soon man....and it only feels like its just yesteday that i join poly lah. heck! its just yesterday i join CCSS lah. anyway...i feel that i am growing up too fast! can time be stopped? pretty pleaseeeeeeeee.... alrite..i am being mad lah. but yeah...time past really fast. we grow up fast.
alrite...too tired to continue...i need my slp badly..and i need to work tml at 11 -8 pm lah. my bed...here i come baby! hahaha.
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
8:39 PM
today is the second time in santi robin's life to experience the feeling of burn out and information overload. there are two papers aka torture that i have to go thru tml. and the timing is idiotic. 9.30 am to 11.30 is accounting paper. then teh next paper is at 7m to 9 pm lah. hello??? i will be slping by then.
anyway...went to starbucks to study with the gerz today...i studied from 12-3 pm like dat...was total burn out...cant tahan anymore...i decide to go home to slp for awhile...sorry gerz..cant keep up with u guys. anyway...me an ying yin left first...leaving yoda n kinah there. i was slping in the bus loh...NO! i didnt miss my stop this time. hehehehe. i was so tired that...the noise by all the sec kids are not even bothering me.
well...at least i managed to finish reading OB and reading 6 chapters of accounting before i left starbucks. the question is now whether i can remember them. nothing interesting to blog today anyway...basically today is reall a study day.
one ting happy happened though. when i reach home my fav cousin called karim (awen) is here he is stopping in SG before going back to australia. hhehe. then were teasing him to bring his gf back to let all of us including grandma see her. hahaha..then i nv sez anyting also kana tackle by him loh. idiot. take chances to tickle people. he wait. will take revenge. haha. anyway...why is ez he is my fav cousin becoz..he is nice..super nice...see me tired also auto massage me. hahahaah.. so unlike my bro and the rest who are staying with me. lol. BUT his bro is a devil loh...sometimes...its weird...same father, same mother but both the brothers are so different..one is so nice one is such a jerk. alrite..shall end here. hopefully tml he will be here again and we shall go to the beach! yay! after he left for his gf's hse...i went to slp. the end. i go study already before kinah starts reading this blog an scream " santi! u are supposed to be studying! " anyway kinah...forgive me for taking the wrg note. wahahahaha. you were 5 mins too late from calling. hehehe
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
10:14 PM
man...today is my first paper. Family law...all of the people sez the paper is easy...i was like...easy??? i was struggling with section B loh...i noe it is similar to the supp paper...but hell..i blanked out. i admit the MCQ is quite easy..i hope i can get at least 18/20 from the MCQ. *pray pray*....before i start the paper...i was like praying...singing the snappy snappy song lah...to calm myself down....anyway...i seriously cant rmb wat i write in Section B. i hope ferlin will be lenient to mark the paper. haiz....i need to study for scct and OB now...but dun seem to have the motivation to study. haha.
anyway...after paper...as usual yoda dump us for marcus. haha..so i end up going with kinah and rysdi (di) to get bdae present for nora. hehe...went to toy 'r' us (watever u spell) thats it!...i forgot to warn them not to let me enter that place...i will go havoc..haha...proven true...i was like playing with every toy...till di keep repeatin "alrite...today is the last time i am going out with u" haha...sorry i dun have deprived childhood...just dat i cant resist the toys. hehe
then u noe wat we saw..toy like kitchen cabinet made of plastic...costs like $500! man...so expensive leh...then we nothing to do...found sum price tag...hehe...we switch the price tag...i noe its bad..but anyway..we enjoy it. hahaha. took a picture of myself with tiara on my head. wahaha. its in moi phone. hehe.
after buying...they have to drag me out of that place btw..we wanted to go home..coz its like 6 pm then i am dead tired...but walk past pizza hut...suddenly me and kinah got craving for cream of chicken. hahaha...so yeah.. we end up eating there...then tok tok tok...had a nice time bullying di. and then! i realise di just tell me wrg law lah. so yeah...i officially lost 5 marks from section B already. feel like whacking his head just now. tell me wrg answer...idiot rite. i ask him in the morning...come out that question...then i write the answer he told me lah.
anyway...the question on impotence really comes up...so yeah...orginally this is wat i wat to write. "since he is impotent...meaning no penetration can taken place as he is not able to erect during sexual intercourse. this partial intercourse does not amount to consumation of the marriage" so simple rite? but i just cant bring myself to write the part that he is not able to erect..i was like..man..do i really have to write all these. then i close eyes..write everyting above...other than the erection part. wahaha. heck lah. dunno rite or wrong...dun care...if wrg..its yoda, ying yin and kinah fault. hahaha..coz they tell me impotent is cannot erect thus no penetration. wahahaha.
alrite..this topic is abit sick..yeah..the rest of the paper..i will leave it to the above. just hope that i can clear this paper. alrite...need to go study already...buai.
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Monday, February 20, 2006
9:35 PM
something that pissed me off very badly just happened today when i reach home. i shall not blog about it. i tried to blog about it just now. but it hang. so yeah..i guess not good to blog about it and it is the sign from above that i shouldnt not do it and just forgive and forget. man..its hard ok.
anyway...went to starbucks again today to study. today the four of us really study lah...from around 12 - 5 pm...siao man...study till info overload. i study till i blur blur and abit grouchy. ask kinah and yoda. was so damn tired...i slpt on the bus. missed my stop...had to walk back one busstop. so yeah...i stopped at chai chee sec there aka marcus' house. was walking half aslp.
reach home...was trying to catch a short nap..then saw my cousin with his new guitar...looks nice. so yeah..decides to learn. last time eli and adeline got teach me abit. so yeah...can play abit lah but hard man...my fingers like red lah. pain man. but it was fun until the bad ting happen (shall not blog about it) after that i just play to calm myself down loh.
then went for dinner..was keeping quiet thorughout and just finished my food quickly and go back to my room to play guitar then watch tv..some funny talk show by mark lee and gang lah. it was funny at least it makes me laugh. then here i am! blogging. was playing the guitar actually..it surprises me that guitarist doesnt have anyting to protect their fingers? man....
hm...i tink there are lot more crazy people in singapore now. and heck kinah is a scaredy cat! hahaha. anyway..we bought a bouqet of flowers with sunflower in the middle for yoda to cheer her up...then it turns out that marcus bought another stalk of sunflower for her. and its the stalk that i originally wanted to buy...but i saw its like dead..so i decided to buy the bouqet. hahaha.
alrite..yoda..we expect chocolates from you. wahaha. later if kinah send me the pics le...i will show u guys wat we bought for her. hehe. anyway...piggie! i receive ur card le. hehe...and the pig is short, fat and cute lah. haha.
anyway...tml is my first paper. hope that i wont screw it up. haha.
guitar brighthen up my day. this is my target.
hopefully i can at least master one of the worship song played using the guitar. hehehe.
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
4:08 PM
man...being studying fam law for 4 hrs now...and i am ready to die. haha...it is so WORDY and alot of stuff to rmb. idiot...i dun even noe wta to write in the women's charter lah. and i am so dead...havnt touched on OB...actually touched 4 chapters le..but i forgot all already. shit.
accounting...practically wise..i tink i can handle lah...theory wise...dream on...touched the notes also havnt and my exams are like this coming tues...i am so so so so dead. i am so jealous of sakinah now. she finish fam law, accounting and she is left only with OB!!
dunno what have i been doing these past few days...i admit i have neglected fam law..but i read up on acct and OB just that i cant remember.
man...4 hrs of family law..is making me feeling so women's charter now lah. u wan to noe law? its damn wordy lah. and to tink that stupid boon that time complain about how wordy is his share of law. he havnt seen mine lah! man....man....anyway....i studied ok..i come to blog for awhile to release frustration. wahah. i seriously cant wait for exams to be over.
i wanna go swensenssssss.......repeat after me. swensen swensen swensen.
oh ya. i was reading sumone's blog. it dweels upon me that humans like to get involved with other people problem. i mean if u feel that a person is being an ass, then dun mixed around that person lah. if u continue to hang out with that person, give advice and have fun wouldnt it make u a hypocrite?
and yeah...i was surprised coz that person claims that he/she is a true christian lah...as in those very devoted one then always encourage people to look at things at the bright side and stuff like dat...but from the posts that i saw...i was shocked because...the words used ar...sumtimes abit lack in the proper lah. i noe i myself is christian and yes....i do sez words like fuck and stuff like dat...but yeah...the posts there are quite shocking lah.
sometimes....i wonder if people really go to church to worship God or just go there to hang out and have fun or go for the sake of going. why i say this is because, from personal experience, those who really really accept God in their hearts and stay steadfast are those with peace and love. afterall our God is the Lord of Mercy and Love.
well...guess from above u guys should be able to noe that i am at the process of learning. sometimes i do stray and stuff and sometimes my heart is not that steadfast. i feel that the hardest commandment given is to love ur enemies as you love urself. man...tell me who can do that? its hard loh. so till the day i can really stand up straight and tell myself that i have given myself truely to God...i wont call myself a true-pledged christian.
it isnt easy yeah...to be one true christian to like Jesus..its hard. but the least we can do is to try. and i feel that this process is one that i will always treasure and yes...i will unravel the mysteries with anxiousness and the determination. anyway, its just random thoughts from me...so if u guys dun understand also nvm. because the last part of the post is i type watever i was thinking. haha..well...back to the study table again. that idiot kinah is stressing me again by sezing she is only left with 3 chaps of OB. haha. toddles~
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Saturday, February 18, 2006
7:18 PM
lalalalala...today i had my first exercise of the year and man...wat an exercise it was. haha. meet teong in the morning to eat breakfast...then realise that they nv tell me that they plan to go inside the sea...so i have to buy one more top and undergarments...so yeah..teong and socks also tempted to buy the bras when i was looking for mine. hahaha...got a nice black tank top from giordano. hehe.
anyway....went to east coast after that from parkway...we walk walk walk...while playing word games...and i realise that teong and socks vocab are quite bad. hahaha...try to improve ok. well... trying to teach teong to cycle for like one hr...then tired already so went to mcdonald to sit and drink and chat for awhile. we were reminisching about our life. hehe..man..sounds so old. anyway..i feel that i still owe sumone sumting.
sometimes its just weird how a boy and a ger get attracted to each other...and live happily then the next moment things just arent the same. weird huh...how this world of love works. but yeah...i still believe that God had reserved that special sumone for each one of us. let us unravel His choice slowly so as to savour the moment so there is no need to hurry and get urself jerks yeah. as cliche as it may sounds but i believe that God will let u meet one or two wrg persons before you meet the One. then u will noe how to treasure him/her then.
anyway...not to digress...after the chit chat went back to cycle for another hour...then walk walk walk walk to lagoon there..man...half hr walk leh...enough exercise le. then we decide to rest for while after we passed costa sands. socks and teong sat on the sand and slp there...while i just squat..coz u noe..its that time of month...i dun wan kana water. hahaha..took some nice pics today. then we continue our walk to lagoon. finally we reach! we were so happy as it started to rain already...so we walk faster. then change clothes...i am too lazy to change actually...but if i just go home like dat...tink my grandma will faint then nag at me. haiz...so yeah..change and the toilet sucks!
then socks got to leave first..left me and teong at lagoon there eat satay! finally! been wanting to eat satay! then we chit chat abit...man...sure miss those times in secondary sch. then we go home...lend teong umbrella.
i totally enjoy myself today...though tired...but yeah...i enjoy myself. was happy that i can go to the park to cycle with them. hope tonite i can concentrate studying. i need to study as exams is on tues. so yeah...gambatte santi-san! and God bless you ger! ignore me..trying to motivate myself and coax myself to study.
here is socks trying to teach teong to cycle.
me teach teong till i wan to slp le. hahaha
in midst of practise.
thats all for the blog. the photo upload is being an ass again. so yeah.. for the rest of the nice pics..please go to the photoalbum special occasion to see and admire. hahaha.
btw today is the first time i tie my hair after i change my hairstyle...i figure it doesnt look much different other than the fringe is straigther and when the wind blow...my hair stays in place and the ponytail is more curly. hehe.
alrite.. i will end this with this funny question eric ask me to blog about. so ppl..those who has blog..please do this also *points gun to ur temple*
question:
If you were to use a fruit to symbolise love, what type of fruit will u use? and why?
first fruit that comes to my mind is durian! hahaha...i dunno why. however, i tink that i will choose orange. but why?
some oranges are sweet, some are sour and some are bitter. sometimes one orange can provide all sweet, sour and bitter taste u see. this actually teach us two tings. one: choose ur orange carefully. hahaha...serious. secondly, accept ur orange as wat he/she is. BUT BUT BUT must to a certain reasonable extent.
moreover, if u look at the skin of orange it is tough. this teach us that sometimes in love, we have to be tough when we need to. let go when we have to. dun turn back as wat i sez..there is someone out there prepared by God for each one of us. so yeah..i said again...wait and unravel God's mysterious ways.
so yeah... thats wat i feel. man i feel intellectual. and now its time to study. so off i go and study. haha.. wish me luck ppl coz i tink i need alot of them.
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Friday, February 17, 2006
9:02 PM
this is sumting that i got from one of my frens blog:
- socks
- Adeline
- Teong
- Elizabeth
- sakinah
- yolanda
- dan dan
- shashi
- weiping
- justin
- kuencherng
- qing rui
- henry
- jaya
- jessica
- jin liang
- eric
- suraiyah
- paulus
- Ronald
- in Temasek poly loh...he is a genius lah
What would you do if you never met 5?
- no more bitching,no more retro and no more camera-whoring. hahaha
What do you honestly think of 10?
-at times...irritating...at times...nice..eccentric freak. haha
Have you ever liked no.3?
- man..i am straight...and i dun eat mo gu.
If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
-cry myself to death
Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
- hhahaha....not bad
Do you think 12 is hot?
- erm...cute yes...hot NO!
Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
- hahaha...not bad also. i dun mind. haha. anyway..he is mine for now. hahaha
Tell me something about 11
- an over stressed guy
Do you know any of 3's family members?
- erm....saw her sis before. does it count?
On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
- seven!
What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
- erm...run away?
What language does 19 speak?
- indo, jap, english
Who is 8 going out with?
- noone wants him
Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
- hell no! win will kill me.
When was the last time you talked to 6?
- yesterday
What is 18's favorite band?
- any band that i dun like. she is the opposite of me
Does 4 have any siblings?
- yup. a sister
Would you ever date 1?
- hahaha...i dun mind
Would you ever date 7?
- no man...he will bully me most likely.
Is 15 single?
- nope. too bad guys.
what is 19's last name?
- hendra?
What is 3's middle name?
- hwee
What is 10's fantasy?
- get a car and be called cool guy. haha
Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
- mad...they will be gay then. poor jaya. hahaha
What school does 16 go to?
- a college in canada
What school does 1 go to?
- waiting for A level now
Where does 9 live?
- tampines?
Would you make out with 13?
- HELL NO! HELL NO!
Are 5 and 6 best friends?
- hahaha...they sure are.
Is 20 older than you?
- nope.
is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?
- could be.
is 17 your ex?
- nope. he is my boyfriend!
do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
- NO!
how is 2?
- prettier and more pau.
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8:19 PM
man...today woke up at the wrg side of bed...was feeling shitty for the day. shall not ok about it basically i went to work and serve people with no smile today. and i was so quiet that my manager ask me...are u alrite? shit.
i finally managed to upload the photos. hehe..this will be the first time i upload my new hairstyle here...though i tot the photos in my phone are better. haha..anyway..felt better after piggie called me. hehe.
this is wat ying yin and i had at breeks.
this is wat kinah ate.
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
10:47 PM
today is a happy happy day. so repeat after me.
"if you are feeling happy clap ur hands"
*claps claps*
hahaha...i am being bimbotic now. haha...dun care. i am happy. it is a miracle that i can pass with a B+ for my family law coursework lah. praise the Lord man. hahaha. i was just tinking...if i fail i wont take the main paper and just go for the supplementary paper. haha. now i feel motivated to study family law. hahaha...
anyway..went to work today..sharon suddenly ask me to come in early and man...apple the dog got a new hair cut. wahaha...i cant recognise her...i was like...man..new dog? hahaa...back to the point. it turns out that there are two new employees and i am supposed to teach them stuff. how to teach them stuff when sharon leave me alone to settle all the 11 deliveries??? so i end up doing work and tell them to do work. hahaha.
and got this gay couple...the feminine one was like "so cute! so sweet!" with high-pitch tone ok. then he admit he is a camera-whore lah..suddenly just take cam and wan to took my pic. sorry but i dun have the habit of having strangers taking my pic. so yeah..i block the camera (yes. ppl i block the camera that wan to take my picture) hahaha...and after that sharon is obsessed with the "so cute! so sweet!" and keep doing it till i leave. then i meet kinah-san.
starbucks again. then i tink her hairband is making her "ancient" throughout our conversation when we were eating...she is bimbotic and being ancient. hahaha. throw that hairband and burn it. its making u mountain tortoise. wahaha.
while waiting for bus. i saw mr. sng, my first husband in Temasek Poly! hahaha...man..he is looking good as always and yes..he cant recognise me in my new hairstyle wahaha. man..he is looking good as always. *drools* anyway..he is still single..maybe i should dump eric and go after him and i now noe that he stays in bedok reservoir...*thinking* hehehe.
man..i realise that my type of guys are those with...maturity (eric fails), wear specs (eric qualified, quiet (eric fails again), taller than me (eric passed by border line), thin (eric fails again) and have this gentleman look (ok..eric pass by border line abit) wahahaha.
thats wat i conclude when i tot of who i used to have crushed with and i tink thats kinda sum it all up. hahaha...anyway...dun ask me why i suddenly tok about this..just random tots. hahaha. and i am abit high from happiness now. wahahah. hip hip hurrayyyyy!
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
11:24 PM
one thought comes to me.
" when is the last time i enjoy myself truely."
i tell myself this. its myself who decides whether i truely enjoy myself and yes. i do.
message to certain sumone out there.
when i was sitting thinking to myself. this is wat i suddenly tot of...esp...on monday nite.
i have to admit that sometimes i hate you for leaving me alone here. that you cant be there when i need you. noone to share my sorrows with. sometimes..i blame you and blame myself. but well...we cant turn back the clock. i noe you didnt do it willingly..and you have to do it. well...just take it i am just frustrated. hehe. dont worry. i am very much still the same as before and my feelings for you nv change but yeah..i need sumone to blame and it is you. hahaha.
so people out there. if you are already with the one that you like. please treasure it. you guys dunno how painful it is being in a relationship but its as if there is no relationship at all. remember this...ur bf/gf will still be there physically for you when u need them. how about me?
count ur blessings people. really.
this entry above is not meant for anyone. but its really a random tots that i have on v-dae and monday nite. that was the time i realise that i dun have the shoulders to lean on physically it is. alrite..i am just being emotional rite now.
dear lesbians partners: all of you guys are kinda in pmsing mode also with ur bfs...but please treasure them and remember.. always compared with sumone worse than you, wahaha. do you guys noe how much i envy u guys? i am happy when u are happy with ur bfs and it worries me when u guys are not ok with bfs. roller coaster life.
yoda-san, please take care of urself. u are falling sick often this semester. sorry about ur failed surprise today..shall make it up to u. and really thanks for ur card. you wrote that despite being sick yeah...so yeah...i will pass on the bulldog face. hahaha.
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11:10 PM
today was quite a slack day lah. went for accts class at 10 am....i woke up at 9 lah! how cool. was like rushing...heng these days dun really need to comb my hair. hahaha. so yeah...i reach class and was practically slping. and kinah show me her first middle finger of the day lah. so blur in doing the question already still sez answer key wrg. hahaha. imagine..use calculator wrg already...let alone without calculator. wahaha.
anyway...after that we met ying yin and went to town. yoda is sick..so yeah..joining us later. and yay! i got my new shorts. hahaha. and we saw three transexuals! man...the one with yellow tank top wear nv wear bra lah...so yeah...can see. i was like shocked. oh. forget to sez...we went to catch the show title " a season for love" this is one damn good show. me, kinah and ying yin was like crying lah. and i am the kind that once i cry its hard to stop lah. so yeah...i was still crying when we make our way to heeren.
the show is so touching. hm...but when i was crying...i was actually crying for sumting else also lah...so yeah..the blow is twice. wanted to have seoul garden for lunch...but they scared got stomach upset...BUT they promise after exams they will go with me. wahaha.
and yoda...gave me a card with bulldog face. idiot. appreciate it anyway. hahaha. i will tink of it as u tot i am independent.
for the rest of the day...i shall not tok about it already. i shall keep it to myself. went to slp the moment i reach home...then i wake up...sms 2 ppl...then wan to go back slp...but cant. yeah...so i go alittle bit of family law and blog abit. took some pics...but no time to upload.
i have thought things thru and i promise you guys out there, today is the last day that i am going to be upset over certain matter. the "drink" closes this chapter. well...i am looking forward to sat...i miss all of them. and yay! i have another date with kinah tml at starbucks lah.. imagine...see her for 4 days straight..even celebrate v-dae with her at KFC. hahahaha. it was cool with all the bitching and her sarcastic remarks. wahahaha. well...hopefully my work finish early tml :p
take care ppl and rest assured that i will take care of myself becoz i am bamboo and bamboo is tough although they are thin. hehe.
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
11:18 PM
sometimes i wonder whether wat i did was wrong..if i hadnt sez anyting...the scene need not be seen by her. and she wunt remember.
i took me 2 hrs of crying to realise that. i am mad at myself not him. i am venting my anger
by sezing stuff about him. if i hadnt told her...will she be happier? that she need not be stabbed in the heart directly? maybe wat teong sez is true. i should just kept quiet. i realise i hate him but i hate myself even more. maybe watever i was doing was just to avoid the reality that i am the one that makes her sad? sometimes i feel ashamed to see her.
isnt it an irony. i am the one that causes my best gerfren to be heartbroken. not him. its me. i dunno if she blame me...maybe she doesnt. but i do. i woke up tis morning...hating myself and tell myself to fuck off first before i started hating him again. he is just my scapegoat to make myself feel better. am i not rite?
i dunno how to sez wat i am feeling now. but the scene where she just walk away crying....with her back facing me...anger starts to accumulate in me. i thought its the anger towards him. but no. now i realise it was actualy anger towards myself. i vent my frustration on him coz he is the appeared jerk. all the while i was scolding him...the more i scold...the more i hate myself.
there is tis bundle of frustrations inside me that i need to gush out. last nite when i was at the swimming pool...i look at the water...i just wan to go inside and just held my head underwater. so that my tears will just flow freely. she has a scene that she cant forget...i have the scene that i cant forget also.
i am sorry that i caused u to be sad
i am sorry that i am being an ass
i am sorry that i am useless
i am sorry that i brought u misery
i am sorry i break ur heart
i am sorry for everyting.
pardon me for the words i used just now. i noe it breaks ur heart too when i was bitching about him..i promise u i wont ever again. maybe i shouldnt go on sat. maybe i shouldnt meet u ever again.
i wanna go somewhere where i can be alone. and how i wish hotdog is with me now. i miss him...i need him now..why the hell do u need to go england for! haiz...
i am laughing but i am not exactly laughing how can i laugh when i am the one that caused her sadness?..i feel empty and everyting pisses me off. i need to study...but i cant. nothing can go inside my mind. i wanna go beach...cycle and just cycle till i reach a place that i can no longer feel sadness, bitterness and just forget about this world. i hate myself for being an ass i am now.
i dun wan ppl to ask me how i am...i dun wan ppl to tell me i am not wrong..coz morally yes...wat i did was correct...but the obstacles is myself. put urself in my shoes..will u like urself if u are the one who caused ur best fren's sadness? wat i need is a place for me to cry.
this year is the worst valentine ever. not becoz i have no dates. i am thankful kinah is there. i really am..but yeah..its the day that i hate myself to the stage where i dun wanna be left alone coz i dunno wat i will be doing or thinking.
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11:44 AM
hahaha...happy vdae people. today quite the saddest vdae i ever got lah. not only my piggie not here, i got to work lah. originally today's plans is to go out with the gerfrens. and hell...my boss noez that my bf not here is Sg so yeah..i am prob free on vdae. i am not!! i got dates with my lesbians!! abit dissapointed but yeah...still have to go coz...my boss sounded sick. and she called at the wrg time lah. wahaha..i was scolding the certain JERK when she called. haha.
anyway...guess this year vdae will be celebrated with apple the dog, my OB notes, Fam law notes and yes! accounting notes! and maybe with brandy dog or snowie dog also. whoever get me chocolates today i will marry him/her!! hahaha. mad.
alrite. i woke up this morning and tell myself. lets repeat after me. some guys are jerks. so gers dun be fooled. and some gers just dunno their places. stare summore i gauge ur eyes out. i hate it when ppl stare at me unless u are my fren or u are pretty. if u are a b**** wat makes u tink u can? even apple dog and brandy dog and snowie dog are prettier and well-mannered than you. and btw theya re also bitches in their context yeah.
anyway...our outing is postponed to tml after our revision class for accounting. hopefully swensens still have the dinner set!
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Monday, February 13, 2006
11:57 PM
today is a very very bad day. certain JERK ruin my day and it still amuses me that when ppl lies then dunno how to do a smart lies...instead...always give stupid lies. maybe he is just too stupid or useless or he prob lie too much that he cant rmb wat he lied about and who he told the lies to. one ting i am very sure...ppl who lies alot will not be happy in the life coz their life is full of deceit and they can no longer differentiate reality and lies. stupid. shall not waste my time. i just wan to sez that i am very proud of socks..you are strong and brave only too softhearted, if i were at ur position. his balls would have been gone by now.
i shall now post about my new hairstyle which makes me look so different that ppl that saw me today cant recognise me. wahahaah.
there was this guy that sat behind us just now and well..apparently he was trying to impress and flirt with the ger he came with. and this is wat he sez " man..the blood circulating in my eyes are being a pain in an ass now. " the ger was like " wah...u noe biology ar?" shit him. hello?? if the blood is not circulating...u will be dead by now. hahaha.. i was like laughing lah. anyway..he was talking non-stop for exact 2 hrs.
this is my side- profile. hahaha..cool yeah.
sleeping beauty. hahaha with the hood kinah beside. wahahaha.
i realise we took a very similar pic. this is 2006. the beside is 2005. see how much we change?
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
10:36 PM
man..today whole day work man..and it was busy! and i was abit unhappy with my colleague, darren. man..i was busier than him from morning lah...i ahve to do 7 sets (35 packs) of meals lah..wherelese he onyl need to bake very little stuff. then i have to packed...write..prepare the tings for delivery. he took break eralier than me loh...i only took my break at 6 pm lah. then he come and tell me.."next time better take ur break earlier" i am like.."hello? do u tink i havethe time to take break just now?" he was like "true hor." idiot. anyway..i forgive him coz he is still sec 4.
and it is not my fault that suddenly just before closing most of the tings are sold out and you have to top up all the food. at leasti help u do the cleaning hor. anyway...too tried to complain already. ahahah...then reach home come online..yoda show me one scary pic...which is the one below:
i am proven rite again. he look like turtle+penguin. and omg! the hat. yoda i already tell u that sekali he wear this kind of hat...u told me he wunt. man..he did loh. and wats up with the syal???? cold ar???? he seriously look funny lah.
this is classic living example of beauty and the beast man...i am serious.
alrite..thats all for the today ppl..now i am negotiating about my second job. wahaha. my sis fren wan me to teach her and her P5 bro english, math and science. she herself is sec 2. hahahaha. not bad lah earn another 400 bucks. haha.
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Friday, February 10, 2006
9:28 PM
haiz...sometimes love can be very painful. well...i cant deny that love is sweet and stuff like that but yeah...it can be painful sometimes. its good to have someone as ur companion and confidant but yeah...if your are hurting sumwhere inside...why not just end it? i am not saying that break up is a good ting but well..its an option. u are not bound to marry anyone you are going out with you noe. there are still choices..if this choice is making you suffer...why him?
i dont deny there are happy memories and stuff like dat...but are those enough of a reason to let a guy pulling u by ur nose? i will be proud of you if u can walk out of that misery however, if u choose to stay i will support u too. i will be there when u need me to lend a shoulder or a listening ears..i dun mind. but it really pains me to see you being treated like dat.
you deserve someone better. you really do. in fact you already have one that treats you like a princess. seriously..that guy is just too blind to noe wat jewel he has got. he is an utter idiot.
i am sorry...but i am the kind of ger that have this tinking that...if i will be better of single why not? i dun need to suffer under someone's attitude. i dun care how many happy memories someone gave me or how nice he treat me. its the present that count. do u guys noe how many abused women are there in this world..hoping that their guy will change by hanging on to those so called happy memories that they used to have. its painful to see someone hanging on to something that are already past and the present are just different.
do you noe how i am trying to hold back my tears when i read that letter? i was tinking..you have been thru so much and i dunno anyting. this tot actually cross my mind. are u taking me as you confidant? or isit just one side? i hope not though...and i also dun tink so.
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9:12 PM
man...nothing much to blog today lah. other day that today is my longest day of class...9am - 6pm...i am beat loh by the end of the day. tonite shall tidy up my notes and tml start studying le. my notes are like everywhere! and today kinah is pmsing. haha...bad bf okies. come lets just be lesbian. yoda tonite got prom nite with her bf who is becoming a cross betwee turtle and penguin tonite. he prob will win the prom king. hahaha.
other than that tings are quite normal today lah..found interesting post in kinah's blog which i shall do now.
Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"resolve an issue in any of several enumerated areas of law including mercantile law generally" any of you who get the meaning of above please call me and tell me coz i dun.
Stretch your left arm out as far as you can
other than that tings are quite normal today lah..found interesting post in kinah's blog which i shall do now.
Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"resolve an issue in any of several enumerated areas of law including mercantile law generally" any of you who get the meaning of above please call me and tell me coz i dun.
Stretch your left arm out as far as you can
"first draft of my divorce part" idiot.
What was the last thing you watched on TV?
"some channel 8 show. celebrity maid to order"
Without looking, guess what time it is.
8.40 pm
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
9 pm
With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
stupid sounds effect coming from my cousins playing maple story and my stomach growling
When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
this morning to sch and eat dinner loh
Before you took this survey, what were you looking at?
kinah's blog...duhz.
What are you wearing?
home clothes lah. idiot.
Did you dream last night?
it was a cool dream and kinah noez it. hope i can continue. ahaha.
When did you last laugh?
just now with certain idiot
What is on the walls of the room you're in?
alot lah. mashimaro's clock...donald duck puzzle and some painting bought by the mother.
Seen anything weird lately?
too much to list loh
What do you think of this quiz?
good to kill time and make a post
What was the last film you saw?
memoirs of geisha with my 3 lesbian partners
If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
pay off everyting and ask my parents to retire. haha
anyting my gerfrens wan
a car for myself. hahaha. (lexus!)
anyting my bro and sis wan
piggie dun need anyting lah hor. haha.
Tell me something about you that I don't know
i am actually an anti-social person
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
this one i agree with kinah. as cheesy it may sound. world peace will be great. this world now is just too messed up
Do you like to dance?
duhz
George Bush
war maniac/freak/sicko/physco
Imagine your first child is a girl, what would you name her?
sofia (sis' name)
Imagine your first child is a boy, what would you name him?
Robinsen (my bro no matter how irritating he is. i still love him. haha)
Would you consider living abroad?
if my family is there i will..if my family not there i wont.
What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
i have done well and soon you will see your family and your frens and loved ones again
People who must do this in their journal
anyone who is interested and got time to do
What was the last thing you watched on TV?
"some channel 8 show. celebrity maid to order"
Without looking, guess what time it is.
8.40 pm
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
9 pm
With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
stupid sounds effect coming from my cousins playing maple story and my stomach growling
When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
this morning to sch and eat dinner loh
Before you took this survey, what were you looking at?
kinah's blog...duhz.
What are you wearing?
home clothes lah. idiot.
Did you dream last night?
it was a cool dream and kinah noez it. hope i can continue. ahaha.
When did you last laugh?
just now with certain idiot
What is on the walls of the room you're in?
alot lah. mashimaro's clock...donald duck puzzle and some painting bought by the mother.
Seen anything weird lately?
too much to list loh
What do you think of this quiz?
good to kill time and make a post
What was the last film you saw?
memoirs of geisha with my 3 lesbian partners
If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
pay off everyting and ask my parents to retire. haha
anyting my gerfrens wan
a car for myself. hahaha. (lexus!)
anyting my bro and sis wan
piggie dun need anyting lah hor. haha.
Tell me something about you that I don't know
i am actually an anti-social person
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
this one i agree with kinah. as cheesy it may sound. world peace will be great. this world now is just too messed up
Do you like to dance?
duhz
George Bush
war maniac/freak/sicko/physco
Imagine your first child is a girl, what would you name her?
sofia (sis' name)
Imagine your first child is a boy, what would you name him?
Robinsen (my bro no matter how irritating he is. i still love him. haha)
Would you consider living abroad?
if my family is there i will..if my family not there i wont.
What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
i have done well and soon you will see your family and your frens and loved ones again
People who must do this in their journal
anyone who is interested and got time to do
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12:37 AM
alrite...today is actually quite a bad day..actually it started out fine lah. then it becomes worse. i am seriously wondering who the hell design that brigde in front of library one ( btw i heard that our past principal got take part in the designing one) its like shelter also no shelter like dat. idiot..i wore jacket lah...by the time i cross that short brigde, my top is wet, my pants are wet, my jacket is soaked and my legs are wet! and kinah walk inside also...wet from head to toe same as me...idiot...then we spend around 0.5 hr in engin toilet to dry up. man...i am late for work lah. heng sharon understand how sucky that bridge is.
anyway...after being drenched...we are hungry so we went mc donalds to eat before i went to work. reach there around...6. haha..oh ya! man..the freaky guy in my socio class turns out to be an anti-christ..idiot leh. i am sorry but i am not angry coz he is anti-christ. but i am angry coz he got no respect for ppl religion. it turns out that he asked for a change of grp in the beginning of semester based on this reason. "sorry but my grp got one catholic and one christian. i cant work with them"
man...when u go out there to work...u tink u can choose who u wan to work with. be professional idiot. anyway..some ppl pang seh me today so bit not happy lah but now ok le. then go home turns out modem spoilt and my bro not at home...so i end up doing my work on paper in point form first till he comes back. and yeah..i managed to upload the photos for our outing on 6 feb today.
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
12:23 AM
man...was reading tru past posts and i realise that i have been short -tempered these days..so shall post sumting cheerful for now and yes...i wan to cut down my nos of usage of the word F***K coz i tink its shocking alot of ppl already..sorry but yeah..not that i like..but u noe when u are frustrated..hahah. anyway..i am happy coz if yoda is going to china yes! i can pass her a shopping list and i will be also be going back indo for 1 month..time to collect more comics and eat more food and visit old frens. yay!
man..but that would means seeing my uncles too. hm...hopefully my dad dont ask me go visit them. i can predict i will be sick. haha. second happy ting is that 3 more months and a few days eric will be back le! yay! hahaha...well..abit lame. but yeah. and valentine's day is coming. though eric not here i will also be celebrating it. hahahaha. *winks* dun tell u all who *grins* hahah.
alrite..thats all. i am really tired now. nite ppl.
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12:04 AM
idiot blogspot..idiot idiot idiot.
i wanna post pictures and everyting for yesterday outing..but this stupid blog just doesnt let me do so! wats wrong with it. idiot. well..yesterday post is still not published coz its not completed yet. hopefully it will be done by tml. hahah.
anyway..nothing much happen today other than we kana cheated by two of our lecturers today. one sez...got lec at 11...then suddenly at 10 am sez...opps. sorry no lect for today change to fri 4-6 pm...man sure very tired that day one loh..sian! i need entertainment!
then today supposed to get coursework grade from our OB tutor..then she sez...sorry forget to bring ur projects..wth! forget also can give us our overall marks rite. must be coz she hasnt computed finish. bluff also dunno how to bluff properly. hahaha.
nothing to blog le..today my life quite no life. coz after sch i go to work le and yay! got my pay! hahaa. hahaha..now i am not treating any of u ppl. hahaha. moreover, today like got inspiration to tok about any "intellectual" topic. so yeah...bye for now. i guess let me slp early today for once. and yes! i finally finish all my socio quizes...hahaha. ok..now its for real buai.
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Monday, February 06, 2006
11:55 PM
this post is supposed to be dated 6 february ok.
well well well...i finally got down to watch a movie! yay! alrite..went to watch movie "memoirs of geisha" with ying ying, kinah and yoda today after a sucky conveyancing test. idiot. i tink i will fail tis paper..sad man sad.
anyway took alot of stupid photos we are trying to imitate jim carrey in the have fun with dick and Jane (or isit mary) movie and the movie of narnia. hahaha. too bad cant take grp pic coz we all shy to ask ppl to take for us.
man..the photo uploading is being idiotic rite now. hahha.
see ar...ppl all do one time can le..this one kinah...do twice already still cannot make it. hahaha. left is the first NG...second is the final one..still fails. haiz...pretend to be shy shy shy that day. tsk tsk tsk.
next is the imitation of chronicles of narnia.
kinah looks constipated here. hahahhaa.
guess wat kinah is trying to be? ....a lion...can u guess it by looking at her? hahaha.
alrite..thats all for that day after the show...we went around orchard looking for yoda's dress for 2 hrs...and yesh...4 gerz in the changing room..and shit...i touched yoda butt n saw her underwear. hahahaha.
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
11:09 PM
fuck. i feel useless now.
i am a very bad fren.
i let my fren down.
fuck fuck fuck.
maybe i am not fit to be anyone fren.
just leave me alone.
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10:05 PM
man man man...sometimes i wonder if men has their brains in their arse..shall not tok about it here but yeah..i tink some men have their brains in their arses.
move on, was reading this morning newspaper, then they were talking about late teens dating older men..well..kinah sez..the men are paedophile. hahaha. anyway...from the gerz interviewed..one sez that she likes being pampered and only older man can provide that...hm..i tink she forgot to add RICH older man..coz she was sezing abotu brands like...tiffany..gucci and prada. haha..then she quickly add on to sez that but she is not after him for money. contradiction?
anyway...my opinion is..well i do prefer older ppl but not that old till twice my age! i like another comment that is given by another ger...tat older men do provide more security and advice lah..but not all of cse and u cant deny that some younger guys or guys our age can also do so but yeah...its RARE. haha. well..i tink me coz its in my genes that i like guys at least 2 years older than me..coz my dad also 5 years older than my mom..but if the guys is older than me 6years...man..hell no. my bro is 6 years older than me. haha.
then the newspaper were sezing some older man just wan sex thats y they go after younger gerz...easier to cheat. well..once again..they are stereotyping..coz not all are. hhaha..
there is one time..two of my frens...(that time still quite close) ask me this..
frens: "so how far are you with ur bf?" (i think becoz of alchol level they ask this)
me: huh? wat u mean how far..as in wat?
frens: u noe...hugs,kisses or watever lah
me: why dun u guys just ask me directly whether i have slpt with him?
frens: erm...alrite...so yes or no?
me: of cse no lah idiots! wat makes u guys tot of that man. i am hurt. fucking hurts.
frens: well...dunno leh..u guys so long le..so yeah...then we trsut you but we dont trust him
me: speechless really..then i just continue drinking.
that moment onwards...i am thinking..these people dunno me.. i am seriously shock lah when they ask that..i mean...noone will ask that and assume they are rite with watever ans they tot.
so yeah...please do not assume a couple have slpt together just becoz they are close and seldom quarrel...there is sumting call self-respect and couple-respect.
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Friday, February 03, 2006
11:18 PM
screw socio!
why the hell that time i choose to do socio ar...i must be mad that time. tml i like have test lah..which is like 30% and now its...11.20pm and i seriously have no idea how to go for test tml..read read read but also cant rmb. shit!
i am going to give up already!!! i was tinking of taking an mc tml and take the test another day..and i decide not to as sue sez...thats wat coward will do. and hell no..i am not going to be a coward...shall go in to the etst venue and just do watever i can which i tink..probably less that half the paper. sorry for the words going to be said soon...fuck fuck fuck...!!!! i am so totally screwed and next sem i prob will have to take another CDS...shit.
alrite..enough whining and swearing..will go back to try squeezing more stuff. and just pray that i somehow can pass. i seriously need help! can someone be my twin and take the test for me???
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
9:23 PM
happy happy day! today is moi last presentation and hell yeah..this is wat the clients sez " we think that you guys did well!" yay! yay! hip hip hurray! we were like so anxious lah before we start and we were still like doing our research lah...and we were so desperate to find teh ans that we actually called the HDB customer service..hahaha...all thanks to yoda. took some pictures...but i cant upload now..coz only the laptop can upload.
i am sorry but i couldnt help it but laugh rite from the beginning of presentation...that ferlin face is just cartoon lah.. anyway....at the end of presentation...all 5 of us seems to lose ability to think and noe wat english words mean...this is wat our clients sez.." we feel that you grp teamwork is very apparent" then all of us in our head tot of this "fuck...wth is apparent...seems to be a bad word..die already..." can u believe it??? we noe wat is paramount, stupid irretrievably and stupid latins word..and that moment we lost the ability noe the meaning of apparent..see! too stressed! hahah. well...i am glad all turns our well. haha.
we were like laughing lah when we go out of the room. esp when we remember wat yoda did. she did quite a no of funny tings today..let me list it out..if i had my camera with me then...i will record it and let her children see it next time lah.
- first ting...she talk so soft and gentle when she usually loud and tomboy...even our tutor (acting as our clients) was like showing the face "wats up with her being so gentle"
- when we are tinking of answers to tell the clients..she face her butt to the client then our tutors were like laughing...which leads to me shouting something stupid "yoda! ur butt is facing the clients! well...guess its too loud that ms. keng and ferlin heard it..and there they goes laughing again.
- the last ting is the most priceless ting that i will always remember. let me give u guys backgroudn story first...our clients are the adulterer spouses...meaning they cheat on their own partners..then they guy got a daugther...he sez..he wants her to be with him...then his mistress can take care of her. u noe wat yoda shoot straightaway?
" surrogate (something like stepmother) mother can never beats natural mother with the smug and confident look and loud. all of us..including the clients were like..."wat the hell she just sez?" clients got surprised look...all of us got the "wat the fuck did u did that for?" hahhahaha...then she finally realise she sez too direct le.
alrite..to be fair..i shall speak of my own blunder for the day. me and kinah was looking for mr.chng in order to take our boards for our presentation...the tutors in the room sez that he is out for 2 mins..then i just shoot "did he go for toilet break?" man...that does it...one tutor, mr.pok..come out and sez...dun tink i will noe that dun u. and damn. ferlin is still in that room! he laugh so loud loh..then come out...then started laughing at me...shit..then sez wat..u tink we will noe isit...u tink...when one of us wan to go toilet we will like shout " eh! i go toilet k" then continue laughing..best...he point to our back and mr. chng is there!! amd kinah is not helping by sezing "santi ask only..i nv." wat a fren man. haha.
then mr chng also very de CUTE. coz yesterday we told him..we dun wan ferlin to see our boards...to give him surprise lah..then today before he gave me the boards...he was like peeping to see if ferlin looking not..then quickly take the boards and push it to me then ask me o quickly get out b4 ferlin see. haha..so cute rite!
alrite..thats about it...tml my parents leaving le...the hse going to be empty again le. i wish i can grow up faster and start working..then they can retire. hehe..pray pray.
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
10:46 PM
alrite...photo time is over! man...i dun like it when i scold ppl...i will end up feeling guilty. but fuck lah...she forced me to do so one lah..i was trying to contend my anger one lah...then seh sez this sentence..."sorry...but this area of law too confusing lah" man...that blew me up..i was like 'u dun come and tell me is complicated...all out parts are also complicated..and btw this is the first time i read the law for ur part and i acan fuckingly well..understand what it is sezing"
well...for those who noez me...once i am pissed i am pissed...i will just sez watever that comes to my mind without thinking already. so yeah...that moment onwards...i am abit short tempered le...then kinah sez i very de fierce...got meh? anyway....i end up changing her parts for her...words by word...till i am so tired that i ask her to do herself. i am sorry lah...but i wont scold her if tml is not the presentation day lah...then she dunno how to do also dunnand yupo how to ask for help....please loh..if she asked for help..we sure will help her one loh..she is too proud to admit that she cant do it and doesnt wan to ask for ppl help...see wat happen now??
and shit...i am so feeling guilty now. things were better though after i cool down..and hell i did apologise to her ok. sincerely ok. alrite...thats all for today had a long meeting and yes...i bought new formal pants! yup...accompany boon to study in bedok then damn..got his very weird guy...sit on the table beside me...then walk here walk there...then keep flipping the newspaper...i was like in my heart "Thank God" when another lady just sit at his chair when he went for his walk..its freaky lah...so yeah after that went back to my workplace to collect my shoes..i left my heels there. (next time eat faster can!) haha. after that go home and man...my mom once again cook nice food..hahaha. i ate alot!
ok..going to slp already. my mom wan me massage her..tml is my last presentation. wish me luck ppl.