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Thursday, March 23, 2006
11:35 PM
alrite...this will be my last post before i go back indo. haha..will blog again in a month's time. cant risk it to blog in indo. danger man. anyway...today i went to work only lah basically not life and yeah..i did my packing in 15 mins. hahaha.
going back indo got pro and cons. one is i can see my parents..eat nice food...and comics...on the other hand..i have to face my uncles. sian big time. anyway...last nite..went out with teong..finally watch the date movie. and mogu! i nv force u..its u lose. hahaha. after that rushed back to TM to meet socks..ade. and eli to eat at crystal jade..the food is nice lah..i like the tofu and fish the best. hahaha oh ya..and the soup which cost like $* one small bowl!! expensive man...anyway...socks treat me. hahaha.
we saw a nun there lah! eat meat!! and wear nail polish...and apprently there is this family treating her to dinner to celebrate her bdae! and the cake is like a few layers lah..man...wat has this world become into...lol.
after that went to take neoprint...we were like mad gers lah...been such a long time..since the five of us got together, chat an laugh together....really long time. we took twice. hehe..then went to cartel to share the viking's ice cream. man..its nice..and since everyone is broke le..i decide to treat ba..cheaper also. hahahaha.
after that we tok about the old times...the teachers and life then i guess...miss those life though. laugh and cry together. oh well...time cannot be turned back ....lets just see wat God has prepared for us.
as i said i will be going back to indo tml. i will miss u ppl. esp my piggie. it will be extremely hard to contact him..as much as irritant he is..i will still miss contacting him. ehehehe. oh well..i have eaten his love potion i guess..hahaha. so yeah...take care guys. and see ya ppl soon!
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
1:43 PM
i seriously hate my grandma. i tell u. i seriously hate her. hate her to the core man. what right has she got to critise my sis. what the fuck in the world she tink she is! i noe my sis is stupid and dunno how to study...but if she wants to try to study why not. she jolly well...say ur sis is stupid. and ask her to go back indo work loh. like wat the fuck loh. told her not to say this to my sis. she sez..why not. fuck you bitch.
Bitch: ur sis so stupid. ask her go back indo lah.
me(politely): aiyo...how can u sez like dat.
bitch: true wat...she take the tests twice already still fail. dun waste money already lah
me(still politely): aiya..if she wan to study then let her lah.
bitch: dun force her to study if she cant lah. may as well just ask her go back loh
me(angry already): so she at indo. me and my bro here in Sg lah. wat nonsense.
bitch: no choice wat. dunno why ur sis sp stupid also. in our family noone has the stupid genes.
me( total pissed): walao! how can u sez that! bang my plate and go back to kitchen before i continue sezing fuck you.
in my heart this i wat i actually wanna sez when she sez the last sentence. fuck you. cibaiiii..ur so-called smart grandson never come to visit you lah. the people in the house all also cant stand you! only my sis until now can stand you! and u sez stuff like this..wat you trying to say. she not ur granddaughter!? fuck you knn.
anyway..drop by just to say this stuff. buay tahan her loh. fuck man.
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
11:01 PM
woooohooooo.....went ice skating today. it was fun. although got certain people are so inconsiderate. noez ho to skate also dunno how to give way to those who dunnoooo...me and kinah..first time ice skate. yoda noes how le. haha. then me and kinah so paiseh...got kids there...and they can! oh well...at least kinah noes how to blade. i noe nuts!!! and today i realise that kinah's feet are BIG. lol.
got one uncle...weird weird de...sit at the bench and take pics. like..wat the hell loh. ..u so desperate...go geylang lah. haha. anyway...at least we achieved
Something…by the end of 2 hours..me and kinah noe how to skate abit already. So yeah. Fine..not wasted trip. We shall go back there again! Though abit far. Hahaha. After that we went to town. At first want to go boon lay mall one..then dunno why end up go town..maybe coz wan to watch movie at cine. And poor kinah realize that she lost 10 bucks!!! Dunno where she lost also. Hopefully its at home.
Oh yeah…before we ice skate..we actually went to sit sumwhere in the mall first..then got this old man…sees us taking pictures..and start telling us that cannot take 3 ppl…if not the middle one will die. Diao!!! Super sian. Then uncle keeps talking. Kinah got scared…so we went to ice skate. Haha. scaredy cat.
Anyway…went to watch nanny mc phee. Thought it will be nice show..oh well…it turned out to be quite draggy ar….so yah…fell aslp here and there.. kinah also. It is just OK lah the show..not as great as I expect it to be I guess. Then..as usual after movie..we stoned…thinking…where to go…end up going to starbucks again…then dun have mocha rhumba again!!! End up the 3 of us having..caramel frap…I didn’t noe there is mocha frap!! If not..i would have order that instead. Haiz…
moving on..we went to borders…nothing much except yoda showing us explicit novels. Hahaha. Then went to deli
After that..here I am…preparing to go back indo on fri morning. Guess..is wunt be able to blog…for sumtime then. Coz hard to get int access. So yeah. Shall end here today. Two news. One…we took very little pic today. Second..brandy the dog…kissed me on my lips yesterday. Man….
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
12:12 AM
the outing was really really fun. haha. almost wanted to skip the outing coz i suddenly feel too tired and sian to go..since...so late mah...but in the end i decide to go. coz yeah...feel bad of backing out and i cant tink of any reason. so..when i came back from meeting boon. i slpt till like..7. hahaha..then i quickly shower and grabbed jeans and normal GREEN top. hahaa. then i quickly go my shop there. then..i stunned dio. hahaha...amy they all wear so nice nice. hahaha...make up on summore. me and sharon...just grab a jean and top. hahaha.
end to end.. we went to...cineleisure. man that is the third time in a row!! that i been to cine. went to catch...shaggy dog. its a very funny show.then during the trip..me...shundel and amy tok tok tok tok tok. nv ending. then when we get down..sharon was like..." i feel that i am bringing kids out" hahaha. and leslie treated us all a popcorn set each. haha..spend like..$49.50. we all 9 ppl loh. in the movie...i keep eating and eating and eating...same as amy they all lah. dunno why cant finish the popcorn..while all of them can. i passed mine to darren and Gary to eat loh. (psst: shundel recorded part of the movie. haha)
after show...me and shundel and amy is being mean again. we were like..hm...its already..11.30 pm...darren and gary underage leh. haha.. later police caught how?? although we noe for sure wunt lah..coz they look much older than their age. but it sjust the meaness that we wan. ahaha. and then...we went to have supper. leslie is asking..how come we get the carpark so fast. then shundel ans this: " of cse lah. coz five of us in the car pretty mah. then 3 of u in the car not handsome mah" hahaha.
went to lao pa sak. to eat satay and other stuff. was joking and chatting away lah. then end up some food cant finish. we decide to play word game. theme is to do with the bakery de. so confirm...gary lose le. coz he is new. and only the youngsters are playing. so yeah..basically he has to eat all lah. and darren ate like 25 sticks of satay!! pig.
was chatting and stuff lah. then at times dunno why when i kept quiet...the whole table also quiet. then here comes one funny conversation with leslie.
L: why suddenly so quiet. must be becoz someone stopped talking...*looks at me*
me: yes?????
L: see lah. wat does this show?
Me: i am the motivation of the shop
all of them: laugh like hell.
L: if u sez so lah!
oh well...no one is denying it. hahaha. at that point we also shocked...coz leslie actually spoke singlish!! and he normally complain about singlish. after playing and stuff...its already..1 .30 like dat...so yeah..go home. hahaha.. sharon drove me, amy, gary and darren back. at first got talk lah..then sharon on this very musical song...that we all alomost fell aslp...and woken up by gary's horrible singing. darren just take a pillow and throw at him. hahaha.
alrite..reach home..sms my piggie that i am home..shower...voila! 2.30 am. wanted to blog..but too tired and my bro will prob scream if i use comp then. so yeah..went to slp. gtg to work at 11 am the next day. i already noe i will be late.
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
9:36 PM
woke up this morning with a very disturbed feeling as if sumting bad is going to happen...but yeah...i just take it its just my menses coming. hahaha...but it turns out not loh. yoda called the moment i stepped out of the hse. she sez she cant meet us..so yeah...got to go home first and see later how. ok..fine. was pissed actually lah. but nvm. used to it. at least she makes an effort to come down later on just for coffee.
anyway...met kinah and ying yin. ying yin is hot! hahahah. anyway...went to buy tickets...for yours, mine and ours! its a cool show. i got to treat them...so said kinah. and until now..i am still wondering...why must i treat them? wat did i do? pigs...btw...ying yin brought her fren along...cant rmb the name. but he is a very quiet person and i tink he is interested in her. wahhahaha. anyway...this kinah has been bugging about tom yam soup. so we went to lemon grass. nice food~~~~
ordered...tom yam...chilly fish...kangkong....pineapple rice...and honey chicken...were too hungry that we forget to take the pic first. hahaha...and yy drink her coconut drink so violent lah. haha. anyway...we ordered a medium tom yam. its like ALOT lah. and its total hot and sour! but nice! hahah...was kidding kinah. coz after each of us take one bowl...still got half of the big bowl. told her she has to finish it herself coz she ordered it. wahah..her face turns. lol. basically...after that normal loh...chit chat..gossip. ahahaha. after that went to catch the movie!
okies...its about a woman with 10 kids...(4 own...6 adopted.) and a military man...with..8 kids. they got married. so yeah..total of 18 kids! can u imagine!!! 18!! and in singapore they considered...2 kids are alot already. hahaha. my target is to marry at 25....even if i just gave birth to 8 hor...i will be like 40 lah. man..can die of giving birth man. hahaha...no way. my target! 3 kids! 1 son and 2 girls! nothing more...nothing less!
but quite cool lah the show. the man turn down a very big promotion coz he wants to stay with the wife. he is a navy or sum kind..then if take that offer..he will be in the sea most of the time. i wanna a lighthouse too!! kinah...hehehehehe. sometimes i tink...a navy man life can be quite sad lah...most of the time at sea...its like...man..so sad.
after movie...we are dead beat. yy and her fren left first coz yy bf fetching her. so me and kinah..went to kino. she read like 2 archie! pig. while waiting for yoda..then went to drink starbucks...i am so so so so addicted to it now. which is like not good. haha.
thats all man..for today...and i cant wait to go back indo! which is like nxt week. hahaha. btw...while waiting for the shuttle bus at bedok..i saw sumone that looks almost like eric. i tot its him leh. hahahah...but its not lah. and eric...kinah told me u are a liar! u go ask her why. wahahaha...kinah this is ur repay for me treating u. wahahahaha. love u babe!
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
10:44 PM
alrite...the previous post is my tots. now...is wat i did for today...actually i plan to stay at home and slack today...but i realise that i will be the only one at home...meaning..left me, my grandma..and maid. even this morning...when my cousin and i washed hair..she already nags. then blow dry hair also nag...out hair long..also nag. like..seriously...if i stay at home..i will have no peace. so i decides to go out and shop. hahaha.
went to city hall to get new necklace....and a nice pendant! its those multi colour choker and the pendant is...pink flower! i would prefer..blue colour though...but the lady sez...only one colour...so my new alternative is an apple..but only come is silver...wunt match the choker. so yeah...decides to get the pink one...i dun have pink pendant anyway and i tink..it will look nice. hahaha. then walk around..got bored with it. i decides to go starbucks and read...while waiting for daniel boon.
kinah...i drink caramel frap! hahaha. anyway...was reading the book title " a man called dave" almost cry...coz the story is like so touching lah. after that met boon then go kino buy some books. then we go to watch movie. my ger and i. its nice ok! its nice! although some people in the front row..are irritating...making so much noise lah.
some scenes are supposed to be touching but thanks to boon. it becomes a comedy to me. hahaha. anyway...i realise that town is so pathetic...there is nothing there! so sad loh..arcade also dun have!
anyway...went home after that. walking home...then i saw the moon so round. reminds me of my piggie. hehe. rmb the nite we went to the beach and just sit there to look at the stars...that nite..the moon is round also..same as his face. haha. i love going to beach at nite. esp when it is with my piggie. when i was a kid..i always feel that i will fall in love with anyone who bring me for a stroll at the beach at nite! hahaha. alrite...thats all folks. no more for today. tml is the puting with the gerfrens!
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10:22 PM
last nite when i went for supper with my bro, sis and cousin, there is this uncle who sell tissues lah. i see him so able body...but yeah..i still buy lah. then my bro nags...why i buy...he so abled body loh...then i was actually thinking..."better he cheats me that u noe..i cheat ppl" coz i wunt get any karma or watever mah. anyway...thats not wat i wan to tok about here. i suddenly remember the one episode of "get real"
there is this old man (i really mean OLD) with limp and his fingers are no longer there one. he is selling tissues at simei mrt there. apprently..his fingers are lost due to sum accident at work or sum crap. he is like damn thin...fragile lah. and he actually has to carry this big plactic bag full of tissues. i was like...it is hard on him...and it is quite sad that..some people are actually just walk past him...but thats not the worst. i was so utterly disgusted by his wife.
she was just standing at the staircase towards the mrt. wear nicely...her husband was like..wearing torn singlet and short pants loh...she is like...abled body and stuff. the reporter ask her.
R: "why do you not get a job instead of him selling tissue?"
S: i cant work lah. my body very weak lah...i stand awhile only..my back aches already. anyway...i marry him so he must support me" (damn lah. her legs are not limping lah. she is jolly well...fatter than him. and hell..she is wearing a gold watch and necklace!)
R: so how come u cant help him sell the tissues leh
S: dun wan lah. people will buy from him more since he is so handicapped.
i was like utterly disgusted by the wife. the least she can do is to help him carry the plastic bag rite...the old man is really like poor ting loh...thin as a bone...limp...and his fingers are not there already! its really very hard to take the tissues out lah. maybe u guys tink that he is pretending..thats y some people just walk past him.
think about this...its just one dollar. one dollar. would u rather get cheated of one dollar and at least clear of ur conscience then rather than just to save that one dollar...you ignore a totally frail man. it really shows how much compassion this world is. and the wife is detestable. even the reporter seems disturbed by her. she is like treating him like a trash. how sad.
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Monday, March 13, 2006
10:52 PM
it took me 5 tries to publish yesterday post. u guys better appreciate it. esp u noe who! *stare* u noe urself. anyway...today i went to work again. alrite..u guys must be thinking..i am a workaholic. been working since thurs from 11-8 pm and on sat till 1 am. i am sorry but i am not. i wan to off one. then idiot amy, shundel, darren and gary has to go to work. and lilian cant be left alone. and there are lots of meal orders..so sharon REQUESTED for me to work. so yeah. i went. she allows me to be late as long as i come in b4 12.
do with my eyes half aslp...and i tink..sharon tink i am dead. and she went to do delivery. i warn her. that the place is at geylang and the lady looks like..one of the "server" there. so yeah. she was like..okay wat. so fine. i warned her. and still ask her..if she wans leslie to do the delivery. anyway..she went..it turns out to be one of the private houses and the guys that open the door looks like a PIMP. really look like it from her description.
so yeah...she came back shocked and u noe depressed coz eh actually has to wait around that area for about 30 mins. aahahaa..anyway..was happy. tml i just need to go in at 11-2 coz she cant b there in the morning. after that i am OFF. till sat. wahahaha.
another happy news is that we are going to have staff gathering. sharon and leslie is going to treat all the staff...aka..me, shundel...darren...amy..gary..randi..hannah...uncle ho..lillian. to watch the shaggy dog movie. and supper..movie...food during movie..is on them! wahahah.
at first sharon call me to ask me to contact all staff...this is how the conversation go.
she: santi dear..u help me contact all the staff ok
me: why? got staff meeting ar? when? so many ppl can go inside ur room meh?
she: ur head lah. why must be staff meetting
me: hahaha. how i noe
she: we are going to have staff gathering at cineleisure. our treat. movie " shaggy dog" and supper
me: really ar? then food during movie leh? hahaha
she: also lah. popcorn watever u pigs wan.
me: hahahaha...okie. wat time?
she: 11 pm show. after closing loh.
me: okies.
--------------the end of conversation---------
cute hor. she my manager. hahahaa. and this si the first time she treating. and not cheap leh. movie ticket then is $9.50. i ask leslie. u guys got movie passes ar? he sez dun have coz we only co-sponsor. not main sponsor.
anyway..today brandy happy lah. i gave her a bowl of chicken leh. her fave. nicely cooked with potatoes. while sharon away of cse. if not...hahahah. she will sez i am spoiling her dogs. hahaha. while packing and doing file..i put her in the counter...she straight away slp coz air-con directly blow...after a while..i realise she is feeling cold..get her a towel..and use as blanket. hahaaha. she go back slp. like baby sia.
anyway...thurs! outing with the gerfrens!! anyway has an nice X-box game?? me and the gerfrens need to play game to de-stressed! ok..long post today. actually wanna show u guys..a nic epic of mine uploaded from my phone. i finally know how to use bluetooth. hahaha. but my stupid bro has to use the main comp..and all my pics are in there. i have to use my cousins' comp. btw..did i mention all my three cousins went to malaysia today? house was quite..but the two comps are mine! as my new cousin (seze) and my sis and bro are prob not at home..and at nice..my cousin can use one..i use one. wahaha.
ok..long post today. so buai!
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
10:20 PM
today...was a very good day...i am surprised i can wake up on time to reach east coast by 8.30 am when i slpt at 2 am. very surprised. anyway..me and shundel went to east coast for the event. and lets just sez that the sales are good as by 1 pm..we sold out already. so we are just sitting down and waiting for sharon to send more stuff. nothing much to say other than my bro' fault. i cycle to east coast...then he suddenly bring another bicycle that i dunno how to cycle one...he sez he will be back by 5 pm. to return me ther bigger bike. then he never!! i told sharon wat happen. she is nice enough to send me back. haha...with the bicycle of cse. waahha. alrite..the rest. let the pictures tell the story.
this is the time when they cut the giant cookie. that we made till 1 am. see so many cute dogs!!
this is how i look when i reach home at 1 am. damn tired looking. btw. i not so narcistic ok. my cousin took it coz he tink i look cool and mysterious. damn him.
one of the nice and cute looking dog.
this is the giant dog. man..he is so BIG lah. i too scared to go near and take pics. hahaha.
this is apple. when she is pregnant. btw she gave birth to 2 puppies already. bet they are as cute as her.
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1:27 AM
great...i finish work at 1 am today. i am serious...i work like...14 hrs today??? mad loh...
tml got show at east coast park..and we were the main sponsor..so we have to bake like 6 m bone cookie! sian loh. tot can finish half by yesterday..then in the end start also nv. then...today got so many orders and customers that tings sold out fast. so have to rebake just for the sale today. and yeah..we started the giant cookie at about...7.30 pm. dinner and lunch was on sharon. hahaha.
so yeah...bake bake bake...pack pack pack...for tml...even leslie has to help to wash. but kinda of abit pissed with leslie this afternoon. sharon ask him to come to shop at 2 pm to do delivery mah..how are we supposed to noe that alot of customers...then end up only by 2.30 then we can get the stuff ready. then down there nag nag nag..blame the kitchen. hello??? its not our fault ok. sharon is visibly pissed also then. me and amy kana scolded. then amy went to sengkang branch. thus. she dun need to stay till so late.
then..after that..oklah. not pissed already. coz he is being nice later on also. ahahaha. then we were busy discussing how to assemble the cookie...suddenly phone rang. 11.30 pm. and a customer called???? hello??? we closed at 8pm! but...too used to picking up phone..i picked it up...and answered it. turns out..one stupid lady start screaming..sezing how come her cake all white colour...not brown coz she order chocolate flavour.
i told her nicely while she is screaming...that of cse its white..coz cream cheese is WHITE. only the inside cake will be light brown. not dark brown. fine. then she speechless. then...she started sezing how come the strawberry on top so little..unlike the one shown in website. then i was like..dunno how to answer lah. coz the design in random mah. so i passed the phone to leslie. she was screaming at him..and leslie doesnt like to be screamed at. so yeah.then she hang up. best.
our conclusion. she is drunk. as her cake is delivered at 3 pm. and she only called to complain at 11.30 pm??? when we were supposed to be closed already??? so yeah. mad. but one good ting...got customer came in lah...buy quite sum stuff also. hahah. like having midnite sale like dat. darren will be dead tml..coz..today..i practically sold all the stuff. he will have to bake ALOT. wahahaha.
on the way back...brandi the dog is sitting on my lap lah..enjoy slping...and darren at the back also slp. i cant slp. coz...i am holding the dog. scared she fell. and she wants to be sayang also. so yeah..i was like..hugging her like a pillow lah. tired. hahaha. contemplating to bring her home. wahahah. alrite..i am hungry and waiting for my cousin to cook for me. nice of her. i love her. hehe. sorry piggie cant tok to u. hehe. well..gtg now. have to be at east coast by 8.30. shall cycle there. hehe.
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Friday, March 10, 2006
8:52 PM
went to work again today. at first dun need to go to work one...then yesterday sharon ask me to come in..fine. so i go. really cant concentrate working lah.its that time of the year again. releasing of result! so me and amy today basically blur blur do work...and quite alot of mistakes lah. bo pian.
was waiting for the result loh...then amy's fren sms her..sez got receive already. thats it. the sms thing has started. so yeah...wait wait wait...amy got herz..i havnt. then ying yin called. sez she got le...then kinah called and she sez she got already and yolanda also got already. man..i am stressed then. really stressed. coz i havnt. then....when i finally gave up waiting....it came! idiot rite? i dare not see...so sharon and amy snatched my phone...and see it for me! then when i noe its not fail..i slowly see...a few hours later..i still checked...correct person not. hahahaa. its my best result so far. kind of surprised...but happy. Thank God man..really. and yay! finally me and the gerfrens clear this semester again!
next...we will be anxious waiting for the changing of class. hopefully..there wunt be any changing of class again. if not i will be seperated from the gerfrens. anyway..sharon quite bad one loh..at 3.30 she called me and sez...i can go off at 5...so yeah..i still ask her at 4 loh. u sure i can go off at 5 ar??? then she sez..very sure. then she came back at 4.30...then. 4.45..sez...sorry santi. i still need u. i pengz......sian loh.
anyway..just now at work..got this customer...damn handsome!! super good looking loh..amy was like drooling. hahaha...too bad i can only see from kitchen..coz i havnt do finished. i can see that amy is drooling while serving him. wahahahaha.
anyway...after u got my result..i was super active...hahaha. can see that sharon is quite happy with my result...at least the one week off she let me...have..is not wasted. wahahaha.
alrite...waiting for the gerfrens to come online. i wanna gossip! hahahhaa
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
10:27 PM
this is like the third post of the day man. but yeah...nvm. today i got lots of things to say. hahaha. went to eric's house...talk things out. and yeah...things are sort of well now..i just hope that it wunt happen again. and i hope that i can treat him in the same way again...if not it will be unfair to him. so yeah...after talking thru tings..i was feeling better. and after crying till my eyes swollen..went to his house wearing specs to hide the swollen eyes. and yeah..cant wear contacts yet coz the eyes are kind of burning...due to the tiredness of crying i guess. was glad that i am alone though...coz after crying i look at the mirror..and i look like shit. really. like a clown...face red every where. hahaha.
alrite...after that went to meet my dearest godbro (weiping aka kel) and socks. went to sakae!! finally! kinah, yoda! i finally have my jap food. hahaha. feels bad though...today like...everything..compromise me...coz i am the youngest. hehe.. thankies thankies. to the dinner and ice cream (yes. kinah..i went to eat ice cream at swensens) socks and kel let me decide where to go. hehehe.
anyway...since it is a belated bdae tingy for kel. we treat him to sakae and he treat us to ice cream for socks' belated bdae and for my belated belated bdae. hahaa. then sat down to chat...were toking about dogs....guinea pigs...baking....and yeah! ghost story! i didnt noe that the new school also got real ghost story le. man...though me and socks afraid...but yeah...still like to listen. end up walking home...fast fast. and socks! kent drop same stop as me. only he went left with the gerz and i went rite.
was a fun day today...although morning is not exactly fun...but yeah..at least we got all things clear and hope that this kind of thing wunt happen anymore. this relationship..is too precious for me to let go...ever. cant imagine myself...without him by my side. *huggies*
an yeah...thanks to all those people..who tries to cheer me up. thanks for ur concerns. it is greatly appreciated. i love you bunch.
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4:11 PM
this is wat i promise kinah babe that i will do. shall blog about wat we three gerz did yesterday during our outing to town. as usual i am late. wahaha. cut story short...i finally have my seoul garden! yay! the food are better in taka..alrite. see i told u guys its cleaner there. ur stomachs and mine are fine till now. isnt it? so yeah. seoul garden at TM sucks. i agree.
after that we decide to watch movie...and practically..we all have watch different movies at diff times..so yeah..no common movie other than...my girl and i, the fog and wolf creek. i dun wan to watch the last two. firstly...i had enough of blood aka wolf creek. and i dun really go for horror movie aka the fog. so yeah...me and yoda scissors paper stone there. and i lost. yes..the great formidable santi lost due to anxiety. i chose to watch the fog. but from yoda desciption of the 2 movies...wolf creek sounds nicer. so we watch that. and the show is crap. its draggy and yeah...no proper story line lah. its just a psycho...who likes to torture people..hm..remind me of sadism and masochism. yoda's fave. ahhaha.
anyway...after watching..house of wax and FD...this torture...doesnt disgust me that much lah. so yeah..fine. after that...its already...5.30 like dat i tink. so yeah...went to coffee beans to decide where to go next. we discuss about wat to have for dinner. and then it strikes me that. it is funny how the three of us who havd different taste in food...clothes...other than gossiping and annoying people. we seems to be having different taste and yet...we can get along so well...oh well..thats just another mystery of how relationship work.
we decide to go to...cine...9th floor. there we can book a room (sounds so wrg. but nvm) and watch dvds and play x-box. were playing this shooting game. and...me and kinah realise that...if one day...the three of us is to kill one another to survive...yoda will win. for sure. the reason is because....everytime..yoda kills me or kinah...her laughter is so scary. should have recorded it down..and she is happy that she kills us???? with no mercy...ask kinah. she kana shot by her the most. coz i noe how to hide. unlike her. hahahah.
after the shooting game..in order to prevent yoda from having further urgency to kill us. we decide to watch dvd while...eating. so yeah..we watched the kung fu mahjong 2. the show is nonsense...but its funny. after that...of cse..its already..8.45..so yeah..we decide to go home. and for you info. we only took 5 pics that day! 5! for camera freak like us...only take 5 pics..is already an improvement to cut down on our narcissm. (psst: yoda took alot more using her own phone)
alrite. the end. and this is the room that we booked in order to have fun. ok..its sounds wrg again. but who cares.
this is the room that i wan to have. cool rite? tv...comps...game...like wat kinah sez...i will not step out man..will not. but its way to cold. and the sofa..is too small for the three pigs that are sitting there. ahahah.
compared and contrast the pic. hahhaa..one with me..one without.
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12:19 PM
woke up this morning and the first ting i did is to check my phone. to see if there are any messages. well... i have. told myself..maybe there is still hope. really do. but i wan to know my position in your heart. told you my decision. and well..your response is different from what i had expected it to be. really. 180 degree different. this once again prove...i dont know you enough. told the gerfrens wat would your response be if i make this decision. but it isnt the response you gave me.
should i be happy of your response? told myself..on one hand. i should be happy because it makes things easy for me. and you have grown up. you really do. but i feel that i no longer know the grown-up you. on the other hand, i feel that my heart is being pierced again. the long story that we had weaved...end up in just seconds. had told myself...if the response is the same as what i had tot it will be...dun need exactly the same. i just need it to be similar...even if just one sentence. just one. thats all i need to reassure my position. do you noe whats that one sentence? everyting will be fine..i tot..as long as i have that one sentence from you.
you may be unhappy when i told you that its just a test. a test to let me noe my position in your heart. willingness to give up just like that...really does tell me alot. you may not like this way of testing...you probably think that it is a groundless basis and its unfair to use this test on you. but at least it gives me the surface level answer in knowing my position.
i hate you for giving up just like that but i respect you for response. maybe thats the best for us. perhaps. i dont know myself. oh well...at this stage there is nothing else i can say..there is no more room for regret. everything has ended. thanks for everything for the memories...good or bad....for the things you had done and taught me and take care of yourself. i wish you all the best in everything you do.
whoever read this. the gerfrens or the best frens. wait a few days before you ask me why i did this. becoz i also dunno. and yes..i dont wan my tears to flow in front of anyone.
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Monday, March 06, 2006
11:55 PM
new blog. new life. new santi.
i did this blog myself okie. so must clap loudly when u read this post. its an order. this is the first time i did this okie. normally kinah helps me. but today..she got her business to do. so no time to do. and i am just itching to change my blogskin. so cant wait for her. it took me one hr to do it. then wan to republish...the idiot blogspot doesnt let. i have to ask yoda to republish for me. hehehe. thanks babe.
well...basically today i just go to work. no sms from anybody only got call from sumone's parent. so yeah...will try to blog again later. now i need to go cook maggie mee for me and my bro. see i so nice.
[edited]
told myself not to think about it anymore. maybe its time to let go
memories fill me
woke up feeling sucky today
go to work...without a smile..waiting for a sms
whenever my phone rang. my heart skip a beat.
hoping for it to be him.
in my heart, i was praying.
"if he sms or call. he is the one chosen for me"
childish as it may sound. i really did pray for that while i am working.
things are not going well for me
i nv expect to hear those word from him. never.
i am glad i noe wat u really think of me
words of anger are often the truth
which u will nv hear in happy times
follow my mind not my heart i was told to.
let me tell you this
brain doesnt work when the heart is broken
because the heart bleeds and then the brain is malfunctioned
will apologises erase those words u sez to me?
thats the question
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
11:15 PM
was talking to myself
the foundation that i tot was once strong
was wrong afterall
its just my one-sided tots
are you sent here to stay
or are you just a passing cloud
once i tell myself that you are to stay
doubts set in
wat am i to u. i ask myself
oh no. its not ur fault. its mine
you are perfect
you are flawless
whoever got you is the luckiest person in this earth
maybe i am not the lucky one
who knows
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11:14 PM
19 months...fucking 19 months. now then u tell me.. used tested and proven methods on me? thanks abunch yeah. i can feel the "sincerity" from you. u ask me once...why i accept you. i had nv told u ..but its because i tot u are sincere thats y i gave both of us a chance...a chance that lasts for 19 months. God knows if it will continue.
i dun care about the newbie kind of stuff. i would rather have sumone who noez nuts about going after gerz than sumone who has a guidebook to follow. do i look like an object to u? do i? probably so lah. God noez this 19 months...must have gone very smoothly to ur guidebook rite.
i am sorry. i feel disgusted when u tell me its tested method. so wat number am i? experiment no wat? maybe its ok with u. but i am sorry its not ok with me. its not just the feelings or outcome that i am looking for. its the procedure. a 50 year old couple can also divorce. so wat is feelings? isnt that an outcome too?
right from 19 months ago...i have always tot u are sincere. watever pain..i endure. maybe i am wrong..to have started on this long journey. it seems that i am no different from other people. forget it. you are experienced alrite. i am not.
i dun even noe if i can goes thinking like this again whenever u did stuff for me. "oh...so sweet. its only to me that he is doing these stuff" now i am thinking " has he done this for other people before? maybe he has"
i am appalled that u ask me whether i am already sick of this long distance. damn u lah. u go ask these people here that has always been here for me. i dunno wat i am sezing already. words and sentences are forming in my head i dun even noe wat to type anymore. by world. i am the luckiest ger in this world. yay.
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12:46 AM
was damn tired...but yeah..decides to blog also. make a quick short post. was working my ass off the whole day today lah. went to work at 11 finish at damn 10pm! at sengkang! due to shortage of people..i have to become the escort of the maskot lah. becoz we are doing an official opening at sengkang. anyway..i pity Amy's bro more. he has to wear the dog maskot which is like..heavy..hot to death!
it surprises me that some kids actually cried when they see the dog costume. weird kids. one kid best loh...50 m away see...the dog..he starts to scream and jump onto the mother. coward kid. grwo up then dunno how.hahaah. anyway..had lots of fun today despite the tiredness and stuff. but yeah...working with Amy's bro is fun. haha. took some nice pictures also. and i realise that...today.. is a good photo day for me. which angle anyhow take also look nice. hahaha. its rare ok. so i have the rite to be happy. wahahah.
then while working..i bump into my bro' fren. which i noe one lah. they are with their kids that i played and take care of them when they were babies. anyway...they sez..i look matured now. hm...was quite shocked when they sez that. coz i was tinking..that i dun change abit. looks...thinkings..and behaviours...also same mah. *wondering*
no pic to post today coz amy havnt send me the pics. went home at 10 from sengkang. took bus 27 to Tampines lib. then amy and her bro so nice...send me to interchange. hahaha. reach home by 11.30. was hungry and tired. here i am blogging. well...thats all. tml i still need to work. nitez. happy kinah?
[edited] i read the post and i find it abit monotonous. oh well...its understandble. i am dead tired. alrite people. take care. and my God bless u all with a nice sweet dream.
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Friday, March 03, 2006
10:42 PM
hello hello. today i have a very very nice day. hahaha. meet socks and ade bao at TM to makan lunch..socks treat me. wahaha. then i go to work. and as usual the new employee...lynn...makes me and sharon throw blood again. even amy is afraid of her now. hahaha.
and it was nice and funny to see shundel in the dog costume. heng i dun nd to weear...if not..i tink i topple le..coz the dog head..so BIG....even shundel having trouble. after that the happiest ting is that! sharon sez i can leave the moment Amy comes...so its like...5.15..i am off from work already! yay!...rush down to century square...meet ade, teong and socks again...this time. to watch final destination 3! and ade bao kana cheated by teong...she nv told her...its a very disgusting movie. hehe...
the show is just mediocore lah. they like no other creative way to kill people leh...and its like lame lah...2 people die at the same time..same way. then...three die at the same time. so rush. so like..no kick. and as usual i waste money only. cover face when they all die. but hey! i improved ok. this time...i saw three people died ok. which is the last three lah. hahaah...
then we went to take neoprint. we so noisy loh. but heck lah. who cares. here is the pic.
after that..socks has to go home fast fast. so yeah...only me, teong and ade...went to eat mc donald. then go home loh. and here i am blogging away. have lots of fun tonite really. despite the fact i gt to work. but yeah..it was fun in its own way. love ya peeps so much. *muacks*
and teong..stop being so sick can. hahaha. be a normal mushoom please. haha
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
9:35 PM
feeling damn bored now.
originally we plan to go out tml..lunch...movie...bowling and dinner. basically..whole day go out. but due...to certain unexpected...hospital visit...one of u have to leave early...and it will only be like 3-4 hours of outing. i dun see the point already anyway. and it feels so sian loh. so yeah...lost the mood to go out. thus, the outing is cancelled. and i have to clear up a mess now.
one of the reasons why i hate to lie to people is that in the end when u wan to clear up the mess...its not easy ok...and its tiring coz u wan it to be a perfect wrap up of the lie. thats y its a smart lie. BUT i say it again...it is really very very very tiring to create one perfect lie. so yeah...make ur life easy..dun lie. or the consequences will be high if the other party noez that u lied.
an incident that happens when i was sec 4 where my close frens lied to me..shows that...when u dont do a perfect lie...not only that u hurt the frendship which is going to take a very long time to mend back you are also hurting urself by losing these frens. so yeah. i tell myself. i will not lie to my frens. i would rather they hate me for being straightforward and honest..rather than lie to them.
sian loh...i am feeling doubly sian now...not only i got no date tml..which means i will have to work tml...and yeah...u noe..its just the feeling when u are looking forward for sumting...then the ting suddenly just not going to happen. like a kid been promised a piece of candy and then he didnt get it in the end.
and i am so freaking bored now...shall go bloghopping or just watch tv.
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12:56 PM
to those who has noticed. i have new pictures on my blog and it is all credited to sakinah my lesbian partner and my admirer. hahaha. thus, she enjoys putting up my pictures for me. and i have to sez..i love her lots though sumtimes she looks like this:
wahahaha
now is the phototime again!
puffer fishes us.
the angelic duo with the devil kana cut off. hahaha
another great angelic pic. of cse. i am in that pic. whaha
this pic makes me realise i dun suit big sunglasses..it makes me look like a bettle.
another priceless pic...the eating santi.
to sum it all up. here is one happy and contended picture..despite the burn of skin. and look me. i look like a kid here. wahaha.
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12:56 AM
hahaha..anyway..19 months ago..on the 1st of August 2005, i have been cheated by a certain fat pig..that until now i am still stuck with him.
here is ur monthly later piggie!
as much as i hate u for leaving me here....the hate meter is still lower than the love meter. so yeah..dun need worry. haha. i feel that i need to apologise to u also. this month i have been neglecting you and ur parents due to my studies. promise u i will visit them soon. real soon. and yeah...i also feel bad making u stay awake there till very late then end up tok on the phone for only..10 mins. dun be so stupid next time ok. ur health more impt. so sleep when u are sick dun stay up too late. everytime u got cough..it always last for a long long long time.
anyway...i thank you for ur nice messages also. hehe..the valentine card. its HUGE. and i love it. although its pink. was laughing while reading the card and btw..dun cheat urself..the pig u draw...is fat..short although its cute lah. hahaha. how i wish then u are here with me..then it will be complete. although i should be contended with kinah..as my valentine's date. hahaha.
love the bag and jacket too. though the bag is still with yoda but i brought home the jacket le. it keeps me warm..but i still prefer ur green jacket coz it has got the eric brand there. hehe. *huggies* people ask me before..will i make a different decision if i can turn back time. my answer is...no.. i wont. coz u have given me the happiest days + of cse the saddest coz u leave me here of my life. i dun tink i can find any other fat, stupid, act cute, and short pig in this world anymore. hehe.
I am sorry if i dun care about u these days...feeling guilty..haha. but u should noe..deep in my heart..i am counting on the days..to when i can see u again. 3 more months...to go...i hope that these three months will go away soon...i dun mind my holiday pass fast...i wan to see u fastly. i miss u so so so so much. thats y..the more i miss u the more i hate you for leaving.. contradicting yeah. but yeah..thats how i feel.
everytime..i go to places that we often go..the memories will come back. although i am much stronger now..compared to the beginning...i will still has to be strong correct not? haha. so yeah...please take care of urself there okies..i will not noe wat to do if anyting happens to you. you are my best fren, my brother, my pet and my boyfriend...anyting...happens to you. it would mean that i lost mt everyting alrite. so now u noe why i am so pissed when u told me u dun wan to go see doc when u are sick. i am selfish...i dun wan to be left with nothing. i wan everyting!
okies..thats all for the sentimental part. haha..here is the brighter tone. u dun have market ok. hahaha...so u dun...tink too much of urself. wahaha. as much as there is not other pig like u in this world...it applies the same to the view that there will not be anyonelse in this world that wan a pig like u other than me! haha. so yeah...dun be bhb. :p
btw...that person is 40! u wan ar...if u wan..i can willingly...withdraw lah. wahaha. *huggies*
hm..watelse lah...see lah..i am sacrificing my slp just to type this...and u havnt even type urs. hehe..oh ya!...good ar...act blur...smart ar...u good. u wait till u come back here..you are so so dead...bluff me...ni hao. *evil stare*
and idiot pig! its 5 (watever) and 1 (watever) dun anyhow add. and yeah...i just remember...you are going to be 23 this year...man...u are old. haha..u are going to be an old pig. hehe. alrite..i shall end here. and i promise you i wunt neglect u le. hehe *muacks*
Happy 19th months to the fattest pig in this world who is forever mine
from the cutest bunny (dun u guys dare to deny here. haha) who is forever urs always too.
sealed with kisses and hugs
*muacks*