19 months...fucking 19 months. now then u tell me.. used tested and proven methods on me? thanks abunch yeah. i can feel the "sincerity" from you. u ask me once...why i accept you. i had nv told u ..but its because i tot u are sincere thats y i gave both of us a chance...a chance that lasts for 19 months. God knows if it will continue.
i dun care about the newbie kind of stuff. i would rather have sumone who noez nuts about going after gerz than sumone who has a guidebook to follow. do i look like an object to u? do i? probably so lah. God noez this 19 months...must have gone very smoothly to ur guidebook rite.
i am sorry. i feel disgusted when u tell me its tested method. so wat number am i? experiment no wat? maybe its ok with u. but i am sorry its not ok with me. its not just the feelings or outcome that i am looking for. its the procedure. a 50 year old couple can also divorce. so wat is feelings? isnt that an outcome too?
right from 19 months ago...i have always tot u are sincere. watever pain..i endure. maybe i am wrong..to have started on this long journey. it seems that i am no different from other people. forget it. you are experienced alrite. i am not.
i dun even noe if i can goes thinking like this again whenever u did stuff for me. "oh...so sweet. its only to me that he is doing these stuff" now i am thinking " has he done this for other people before? maybe he has"
i am appalled that u ask me whether i am already sick of this long distance. damn u lah. u go ask these people here that has always been here for me. i dunno wat i am sezing already. words and sentences are forming in my head i dun even noe wat to type anymore. by world. i am the luckiest ger in this world. yay.
