feeling damn bored now.
originally we plan to go out tml..lunch...movie...bowling and dinner. basically..whole day go out. but due...to certain unexpected...hospital visit...one of u have to leave early...and it will only be like 3-4 hours of outing. i dun see the point already anyway. and it feels so sian loh. so yeah...lost the mood to go out. thus, the outing is cancelled. and i have to clear up a mess now.
one of the reasons why i hate to lie to people is that in the end when u wan to clear up the mess...its not easy ok...and its tiring coz u wan it to be a perfect wrap up of the lie. thats y its a smart lie. BUT i say it again...it is really very very very tiring to create one perfect lie. so yeah...make ur life easy..dun lie. or the consequences will be high if the other party noez that u lied.
an incident that happens when i was sec 4 where my close frens lied to me..shows that...when u dont do a perfect lie...not only that u hurt the frendship which is going to take a very long time to mend back you are also hurting urself by losing these frens. so yeah. i tell myself. i will not lie to my frens. i would rather they hate me for being straightforward and honest..rather than lie to them.
sian loh...i am feeling doubly sian now...not only i got no date tml..which means i will have to work tml...and yeah...u noe..its just the feeling when u are looking forward for sumting...then the ting suddenly just not going to happen. like a kid been promised a piece of candy and then he didnt get it in the end.
and i am so freaking bored now...shall go bloghopping or just watch tv.
