hahaha..anyway..19 months ago..on the 1st of August 2005, i have been cheated by a certain fat pig..that until now i am still stuck with him.

here is ur monthly later piggie!

as much as i hate u for leaving me here....the hate meter is still lower than the love meter. so yeah..dun need worry. haha. i feel that i need to apologise to u also. this month i have been neglecting you and ur parents due to my studies. promise u i will visit them soon. real soon. and yeah...i also feel bad making u stay awake there till very late then end up tok on the phone for only..10 mins. dun be so stupid next time ok. ur health more impt. so sleep when u are sick dun stay up too late. everytime u got cough..it always last for a long long long time.


anyway...i thank you for ur nice messages also. hehe..the valentine card. its HUGE. and i love it. although its pink. was laughing while reading the card and btw..dun cheat urself..the pig u draw...is fat..short although its cute lah. hahaha. how i wish then u are here with me..then it will be complete. although i should be contended with kinah..as my valentine's date. hahaha.

love the bag and jacket too. though the bag is still with yoda but i brought home the jacket le. it keeps me warm..but i still prefer ur green jacket coz it has got the eric brand there. hehe. *huggies* people ask me before..will i make a different decision if i can turn back time. my answer is...no.. i wont. coz u have given me the happiest days + of cse the saddest coz u leave me here of my life. i dun tink i can find any other fat, stupid, act cute, and short pig in this world anymore. hehe.

I am sorry if i dun care about u these days...feeling guilty..haha. but u should noe..deep in my heart..i am counting on the days..to when i can see u again. 3 more months...to go...i hope that these three months will go away soon...i dun mind my holiday pass fast...i wan to see u fastly. i miss u so so so so much. thats y..the more i miss u the more i hate you for leaving.. contradicting yeah. but yeah..thats how i feel.

everytime..i go to places that we often go..the memories will come back. although i am much stronger now..compared to the beginning...i will still has to be strong correct not? haha. so yeah...please take care of urself there okies..i will not noe wat to do if anyting happens to you. you are my best fren, my brother, my pet and my boyfriend...anyting...happens to you. it would mean that i lost mt everyting alrite. so now u noe why i am so pissed when u told me u dun wan to go see doc when u are sick. i am selfish...i dun wan to be left with nothing. i wan everyting!

okies..thats all for the sentimental part. haha..here is the brighter tone. u dun have market ok. hahaha...so u dun...tink too much of urself. wahaha. as much as there is not other pig like u in this world...it applies the same to the view that there will not be anyonelse in this world that wan a pig like u other than me! haha. so yeah...dun be bhb. :p

btw...that person is 40! u wan ar...if u wan..i can willingly...withdraw lah. wahaha. *huggies*
hm..watelse lah...see lah..i am sacrificing my slp just to type this...and u havnt even type urs. hehe..oh ya!...good ar...act blur...smart ar...u good. u wait till u come back here..you are so so dead...bluff me...ni hao. *evil stare*

and idiot pig! its 5 (watever) and 1 (watever) dun anyhow add. and yeah...i just remember...you are going to be 23 this year...man...u are old. haha..u are going to be an old pig. hehe. alrite..i shall end here. and i promise you i wunt neglect u le. hehe *muacks*

Happy 19th months to the fattest pig in this world who is forever mine
from the cutest bunny (dun u guys dare to deny here. haha) who is forever urs always too.

sealed with kisses and hugs
*muacks*