this is like the third post of the day man. but yeah...nvm. today i got lots of things to say. hahaha. went to eric's house...talk things out. and yeah...things are sort of well now..i just hope that it wunt happen again. and i hope that i can treat him in the same way again...if not it will be unfair to him. so yeah...after talking thru tings..i was feeling better. and after crying till my eyes swollen..went to his house wearing specs to hide the swollen eyes. and yeah..cant wear contacts yet coz the eyes are kind of burning...due to the tiredness of crying i guess. was glad that i am alone though...coz after crying i look at the mirror..and i look like shit. really. like a clown...face red every where. hahaha.
alrite...after that went to meet my dearest godbro (weiping aka kel) and socks. went to sakae!! finally! kinah, yoda! i finally have my jap food. hahaha. feels bad though...today like...everything..compromise me...coz i am the youngest. hehe.. thankies thankies. to the dinner and ice cream (yes. kinah..i went to eat ice cream at swensens) socks and kel let me decide where to go. hehehe.
anyway...since it is a belated bdae tingy for kel. we treat him to sakae and he treat us to ice cream for socks' belated bdae and for my belated belated bdae. hahaa. then sat down to chat...were toking about dogs....guinea pigs...baking....and yeah! ghost story! i didnt noe that the new school also got real ghost story le. man...though me and socks afraid...but yeah...still like to listen. end up walking home...fast fast. and socks! kent drop same stop as me. only he went left with the gerz and i went rite.
was a fun day today...although morning is not exactly fun...but yeah..at least we got all things clear and hope that this kind of thing wunt happen anymore. this relationship..is too precious for me to let go...ever. cant imagine myself...without him by my side. *huggies*
an yeah...thanks to all those people..who tries to cheer me up. thanks for ur concerns. it is greatly appreciated. i love you bunch.
