today no class again! so i quikly took this chance to go to toa payoh to se the skin doc yy recommended. man..toa payoh leh. today very de unlucky loh..kana stalked...drenched...and stuff lah. but of cse got happy tings also lah. anyway...tot go early then dun need wait so long. then reach there at about 10.30am! then this ger..dunno sez now no doc..doc coming in only at 2 pm. wtf! then u open now for wat?! so yeah..we slacked around bishan junction 8 till 2 pm lah. basically today me and yoda did our good deed already. kinah havnt. or wait..maybe can consider her company to the clinic as her good deed to me yeah? hahaha.
today me and kinah feel that we went to aliented place of singapore aka yoda's hang out place. haha. we have nv been to toa payoh before! never! after the clinic..its raining very heavily..and kinah the brave one! she took the only small umbrella we have and go tried hail cab...too bad cant get lah. and i noe yoda's weakness...next time if she attempted to kill me..i noe wat to do. wahahaha.
THEN...we realise we can use the umbrella back and forth to go across to the busstop..easier get cab. hhaha...still got drenched lah..went to cine to catch movie. at the movie..we were like hungry ghost...buy so much food.
after that...went to far east to get a pouch for my face cream. thanks to eric...i am damn motivated to kill these pimples! u guys are dead! no more questions like below from my relatives:
my heart ans: damn lah...u tink i wan isit! the bloody pimples just come out like dat..there is nothing i can do lah! u smart u clear for me lah.
but due to respect and give my parents' face...i just sez..dunno.
anyway...went to eat fish and co. hehe..the food there is nice...service is nice also. oh. its at wheelock place de. we shall go back there again. hahaha. ok..thats all for today. me and kinah just realise we have got 9 am lec tml..not 12 pm..damn. bye world..i shall be dead to my dream land.
went for two lectures which were equally boring today. super sian loh. i almost fell asleep. ms. Jane really conduct boring lectures man....i totally have no idea of wat she was saying though i have the lecture notes in front of me. thanks to kinah. i saw some people wrtiting down notes vigorously. dunno wat the hell they wrote. got too distracted by di anyway. so end up just joking around with him.
and man...one mth i am gone, the chief justice has retired * stupid di sez he died* oh well..no more uncle Yong...now uncle Chan * his name very hard to rmb*
sometimes...i wonder why people have no sense of originality. i mean...it looks nice on one doesnt mean it look nice on others. its like...a big eyes for yolanda is suitable for her but it may not be suitable for me. get it. humans are different from animals coz each one of us look different so yeah..humans arent just any Tom, Dick and Harry.
*it gets me tinking on why u bother asking about wat steps i am going to take next. wat are u going to use it as? weapon against me? sorry but i am "trained" to not leave any "tail" behind to let people pull and lead me around in everything i do. thats wat u learnt if u get a father like mine. jealous? too bad..he is mine.*
*hypocrisy is always in each one of us. dont ever deny that its just a matter of when u use it and wats its for. even i admit i have to be hypocrites sometimes when i need to survive. but i admit i sometimes am one. so no denial. denial is self deluding and a screen to the world*
was at work just now and nothing to do but play with apple and brandy basically today. so yeah...alot of time to start stoning and think about my life. and i realise my stupid has been neglecting his two lovely sisters! i need to lodge complaints against him man!
* i wan puppy i wan puppy. repeat after me. i wan puppy*
oh yah..tml i no class so i am going to complete my motivation tml. *winks* oh well...there is this song that i tink describe me perfectly. hehe.
its..." i decide" by Lindsay Lohan
Don't think that you can tell me what to think
I'm the one who knows what's good for me
And I'm stating my independence
Gonna take the road I'm gonna take
And I'm gonna make my own mistakes
It's my life
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
What I need
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide
Don't think you're ever gonna hold me down
Couldn't do it then can't do it now
I'm kickin' down all the fences
I'm gonna do it all and do too much
And if I mess the whole thing up
It's my ride
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
Where I sleep
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide
I'm taking my own chances
And I'm finding my own answers
I'm only answering to me
And that's the way it's gonna be
I decide
Oh yeah
I decide
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
Where I sleep
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
doesnt it just describe me *grins*
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Monday, April 24, 2006
9:21 PM
today is supposed to be the first day of school. but too bad..for my course...first week of sch only have lectures...no lab and no tut. so today i got no sch! haha...meet up with yoda and sakinah and yy for awhile. i am broke already!
bought a charles and keith slippers for my sister...co z like $30+ and a nice little bag for myself! and its only $13.90! no kinah...its not u can fin good bargain. its by chance u see THAT bag. haha. today was really slack day. it was raining and i love rainy days. thoguh troublesome. but hey..it nice. was very sleepy just now....then while at starbucks...in the midst of falling asleep. it dawns upon me once again that i am already in my third year...i am already going to graduate. and hell..i am going to be 19!
suddenly the memories in sec sch flashed thru my mind. we are no longer kids in sec sch. we are moving towards adult world and only God knows wat He has got in plans for all of us. was talking about post education with kinah and yoda. if we do go to melbourne together we will prob stay together. we need to get our acts together already. the planning.
and yeah! we are planning to go back packing to Europe! we need to start saving up! $5000. man..thats alot of money. dun wan to take from parents shall start saving up. hehehe. hopefully all of us can go. it will be a nice adventure. a nice way to close anotehr chapter of our life. yes. the closing of our poly life and moved on to university life.
oh yeah! i grow taller by 1-2 cm!! isnt that cool! hahaha. eric..u better watch out! haha. alrite. tml is a very long day. i got to work after sch!
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Sunday, April 23, 2006
8:34 PM
yo! i miss you guys!! and my blog esp. have neglected it for a month. sad rite. being my blog. haha..anyway this is the first post of april and the month is going to end...real soon. been wanting blog yesterday...but talk to socks on the phone till very late le..so lazy go online.
ok...lets see...oh ya..i got my new timetable and new class.. as it is..the people in my class are fine lah..but there are do some of those that i have encountered unpleasant experiences with lah. oh well..i am glad kinah is there with me in the class and i am in the same class as sue again! lets hope that this sem will be one safe one. i do wan to graduate in one piece.
alrite...i almost died in the plane on my way back in singapore. it was raining and there were thunders...heng nv kena the plane only shaken it for a number of times. i guess i am not meant to go yet. Thank God.
had my heart exercised today when i left my phone in the citylink toilet. thank God an auntie picked it up and returned to me. if not..i would have lost my long awaited samsung phone and get an earful from my bro. heng ar!
alrite..this is the best part!! went back to shop yesterday when...sharon called me and sez..leslie has gotten a new puppy. oh man! it is so bloddy cute!!!! its like a kitten. oh well...words cant decribe my feeling. shall let u guys see the pics. btw is is called cupcake...6 weeks old. and she has got a very round tummy. hahaha.
she looks like soft toy lah! with me holding it.
if u tink..this puppy is cute! u havnt seen apple's puppies!