went for two lectures which were equally boring today. super sian loh. i almost fell asleep. ms. Jane really conduct boring lectures man....i totally have no idea of wat she was saying though i have the lecture notes in front of me. thanks to kinah. i saw some people wrtiting down notes vigorously. dunno wat the hell they wrote. got too distracted by di anyway. so end up just joking around with him.
and man...one mth i am gone, the chief justice has retired * stupid di sez he died* oh well..no more uncle Yong...now uncle Chan * his name very hard to rmb*
sometimes...i wonder why people have no sense of originality. i mean...it looks nice on one doesnt mean it look nice on others. its like...a big eyes for yolanda is suitable for her but it may not be suitable for me. get it. humans are different from animals coz each one of us look different so yeah..humans arent just any Tom, Dick and Harry.
*it gets me tinking on why u bother asking about wat steps i am going to take next. wat are u going to use it as? weapon against me? sorry but i am "trained" to not leave any "tail" behind to let people pull and lead me around in everything i do. thats wat u learnt if u get a father like mine. jealous? too bad..he is mine.*
*hypocrisy is always in each one of us. dont ever deny that its just a matter of when u use it and wats its for. even i admit i have to be hypocrites sometimes when i need to survive. but i admit i sometimes am one. so no denial. denial is self deluding and a screen to the world*
was at work just now and nothing to do but play with apple and brandy basically today. so yeah...alot of time to start stoning and think about my life. and i realise my stupid has been neglecting his two lovely sisters! i need to lodge complaints against him man!
* i wan puppy i wan puppy. repeat after me. i wan puppy*
oh yah..tml i no class so i am going to complete my motivation tml. *winks* oh well...there is this song that i tink describe me perfectly. hehe.
its..." i decide" by Lindsay Lohan
Don't think that you can tell me what to think
I'm the one who knows what's good for me
And I'm stating my independence
Gonna take the road I'm gonna take
And I'm gonna make my own mistakes
It's my life
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
What I need
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide
Don't think you're ever gonna hold me down
Couldn't do it then can't do it now
I'm kickin' down all the fences
I'm gonna do it all and do too much
And if I mess the whole thing up
It's my ride
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
Where I sleep
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide
I'm taking my own chances
And I'm finding my own answers
I'm only answering to me
And that's the way it's gonna be
I decide
Oh yeah
I decide
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
Where I sleep
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
doesnt it just describe me *grins*