alrite..long time nv post already. been wanting to post but seriously..i have no time to or i am just too tired to post lah. so let me update u guys wat has been going on. btw eric tay my piggie is back already on the 25th may 2006. hehe
these are some of them. hehe. i very sad the photo i took with the hottest guy there ...dunno where already. after alsa conference...my life has been hectic coz alot of catching up to do in sch. haiz....till now i am still trying to catch. yesterday has test till 7.30 pm..seriously..mad. and i tink i screw that paper up.
next on agenda is to complete my project and start to look for employers for my SIP. hahah. btw SIP is attachement. ok..thats all for my post today. i am TIRED..
ok...i also went to tekong last wednesday...not bad leh the living conditions. haha. some gerz are really behaving like they had never seen guys in their life b4 seriously...childish.
today was a damn damn tiring day i tell u. not only i have to wake up early morning to go sengkang..i actually lost my way in SINGAPORE. thanks to yoda for leading me back to the rite way. haha. went there...so this man...stracth his butt...stracth the bare skin ok.. he went inside his pants and start straching! eyuck! then he touched the tubes of ice creams. i tell u..i am not going to eat ice cream for the time being. damn disgusting.
i realise there are so many unsensitive ppl around man. ppl already tired...u dun come and bug me can. i already tell u..today i very tired. so cfm short tempered de. dun tok to me. i wan to rest while doing my work...talking will take up more energy idiot. then if i tell u its nothing then its nothing. so kpo loh. i was talking to someone..then this person just..
idiot: wat be alert?
me: its nothing lah.
idiot: so wat be alert.
me: its nothing really.
idiot: ok lor...dun wan to sez
me: its really nothing wat u wan me to sez?
idiot: ok lor...fine. like dat lor.
me: really nothing wat
idiot: oklor...fine dun wan to sez. u good (those kind manja tone)
me: its really nothing lah! basically nothing to do with u. happy?
that one sentence shuts that idiot up. come on lah...ppl dun wan to sez already then dun force lah. its getting very irritating. please grow up man. and this idiot...do thing damn slow lah. and everyting do halfway..then just dump it. i have to take lots of lots of lots deep breath today to prevent myself from blowing up. work is fun. but with this kind of ppl around. it gets irritating. i feel that i have grown up man...a few years back..i tink..this person would be dead by now.
ok..other than day. the day went quite well..i am just damn tired. no energy. but..hehe...i see cupcake i so happy. must ask sharon to label that she is mine already. if not later ppl interested how??? cupcake is going to be my first pet. hehe. great! yes kinah..i will put her in the playpen when u come over. and yes...socks..when she is here...i invite u to my hse. hehe. i need to go shopping for her tings! she will be back with me in 2 weeks' time!
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Friday, May 19, 2006
8:36 PM
was looking thru my own blog...and i went to the section about tings that i lyke...i type there...sleeping and sumhow...it sounds so wrg..or maybe its just that my mind is too contaminated by certain vulgar individuals...who insist that it was because of me thus the vulgarity. *glances*
anyway...today was quite a happy day..although i seriously have a lack of slp. i finally managed to convince my bro to let me have puppy! oh well...lets hope that all goes well. *pray* i convinced him from 12.30 am to 1.30 am...and due to both my cousin and sis sleep talking very loudly...i cant slp...i tink i slept at 3+ am. and wake up like..at 6.30 am. its like..so early lah..and i have class from 9-5 pm...so yeah..abit short tempered and grouchy. apologies to whoever got this pissed off ness.
i already have plans about wat to do with this puppy man..i can just imagine the shock on my mother's face..when she came and see that there is a puppy in our hse. ok..abit mean..but i am sure they will love this puppy. btw the puppy is the last time i post the pic here de.
and i finally exposed kinah to the magic of sakae sushi and she is falling in love with it. haha. today it seems that i achieved quite a no of tings. and i discovered that certain fat and almost botak individual is so hopeless and seriously..i wonder how that person is who he is now! i wonder if these achievements i can include in my resume. yeah rite. i wish.
do i really look like an indoor type of person who dont do sports? man...thats sad. i like sports...its just that i dun have the time now to do sports that often yeah. ok..i shall end here. as i need to go an listen to the interesting company law lecture and wow...do my fav tut! so people..wish me well that i can get my puppy in the end!
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
11:02 PM
alrite...a few days nv update already. yesterday was kinah's bdae. we havnt bought her present yet...due to us being busy in sch and stuff. anyway..let me wish u again here. HAPPY BDAE. and we also havnt had a proper celebration for her..only got one small cake for her. see we so good. haha. i sang for her and she didnt acknowlegde that..so sad. nvm. she is mean.
anyway..went for visit at BIH LI &LEE law firm today. the people are nice. haha. and the feeling is cosy lah there...already not very fanciful and very messy the files but the ppl are nice. so i like. hehe. then went to LEE & LEE today. man..the building is damn nice. and its hi-tech. but the feeling it gives me is diff lah.
thats all i did for the past 2 days. nothing much. and i need to start to do my resume to apply for internship...i have nothing to show. hahah..lost all my certs and stuff...oh well...it serves me rite for not keeping them properly. hehe. not going to tell my bro. if not he is going to start another one of his..-serve-you-rite-for-not-keeping-ur-stuff-properly lecture.
so yeah...not much achievement to type. but i did get to noe a few surprsing tings today. eheh.
ok..thats all for today. nothing much to sez anyway. i miss my frens!
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
12:27 AM
i love taking buses man...esp those double decker ones...when u sit on top and look out of the windows...you will be able to see tings. in fact, today is another weird day for me. took a bus to TM today. along the way...saw couple fighting in front of their hse.....see dogs who totally look at door mats....and another big dog with an interesting sleeping style. hehehe.
anyway...was surrounded by secondary sch kids when i was in the bus. that brought back memories..i was once like them. speak loudly...with ur grp of frens. and u noe...just gossip openly in the bus. oh well..those were those days. secondary kids...better enjoy ur life before u make ur baby steps to the cruel world. as much protected as singapore...it is still a cruel world out there and u can feel it. as u grew older, tings are not as simple as before. people change...some for the better and most for the worst. argh....i hate growing up.
alrite..lets not be so despressing. as i was sezing..it was actually quite fun sitting in the bus and just look at the window and see how the world works. my godbro Kel, once told me...that taking a bus around singapore is fun. oh well...now i believe it. hahaha.
meet yoda n kinah at starbucks...yet again..alot of weird weird couples at starbucks...some cannot keep their hands to themselves....look like they wan to break up...and oh yes...meet for the first time. how sweet. ahaha. and i realise yoda can lipread. haha. keep up the good work!
when i went back...u guys noe this chinese middle age man rite...that always shout in the bus and look as if he is mad. yeah..he was in my bus. but oh well...he isnt really mad lah. he is a faker. dun be afraid of him next time. if u show him ur precious middle finger and start to shout at him. he will shut up and get down the bus. its proven true yeah...firstly..no mad man will shout and shout and shout...then keep quiet..when got ppl sit beside him...he suddenly shouts again. its like a prank in scaring ppl lor. lame.
another ting is...my dad shouted at him before when he was being a nuisance and he immediately shut up and get down at the next stop. today also...when i told kinah..that he is just a bloody faker lah. btw he sat in frt of me. i am high then lah..so u noe...dun care. i just speak louder loh...that he is a faker. oh well...he got down the bus. peace again! hahaha. so yeah..dun be afraid of him. dun give him the pleasure of scaring u.
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
1:15 PM
i was reading cleo this morning..when i for once wake up early and had breakfast at home. one story attract my attention and i so agree with the writer. its about clubbing lah. i am tinking...people always sez..they go clubbing to chill....relax...and maybe hope to noe new guys and be their gfs. u noe...stuff like dat.
but the ting is...how would u be able to chill with ur frens...when the surrounding is noisy...smoke everywhere..and u are on alcohol effect which u probably will throw up later on and wake up with BIG headache the next day. (me and kinah noez the best those stupid migarine feels!) i mean....so how much chilling and gossipping u can do with ur frens? i will just rather go to starbucks or wat with my gerfrens and drink some cooffee (till we are so addicted to it) and chill!
and how in the world u relax there when u actually have to protect urself from unwanted trouble? i mean...some gers have to bring their guy frens to protect them from being taken advantage of. how to relaz u tell me..when u are on ur toes all the time? and to go clubbing..u have to slap tons of make ups that makes ur face cant breathe. and tink abotu wat dress to wear.
and...yeah...how nice a guy who goes clubbing often be as ur boyfren?
BUT...as much as i dun see the advantage of clubbing..i am not sezing that people cant go clubbing..its ur choice lah. maybe ur way of relaxing is that way. so go ahead. but for me...i would rather got o the beach, hang out with frens at starbucks or even just lazing around at home helps to relax me. i hope my gerfrens are like dat too *stares* alrite..i must admit that i went to pubs before also. but thats like only twice and i dun like the feeling and yes i did drink. but i have stopped ever since my gerfrens point my temple with their guns and claws. hahaha...i am gald i have those gers with me. any irritations and happiness we do share them together. ok..changz licence coming up!
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12:50 AM
i cant believe it...i was so dead tired today. i seriously cant get any work done. oh man..i am so so dead. i love working there but i seriously need to arrange my time better and get my lazy body to do more stuff. hehe. oh well...as a human...at most i can only try to get my body to do so *winks*
alrite..i dunno wat i am talking about above. i am just being stupid. anyway...on my way back home..its quite scary lah. u guys noe the path back to my hse rite. so i walk on the side where got alot of houses de...then i dunno why..i keep hearing kid's screaming voice...though my one ear listening to ipod and the other was on the phone. so i turned back lah..saw 2 teenager boys across the road..u noe the trees there. so at first i tot they were my cousins..playign pranks on me..so i ignore..then i heard again..i turned again...then...i realised they were not my cousins..so i tot they are just stupid kids..and its not my first time being disturbed by younger kids on the way back...so i ignore loh...but i kept hearing it..till..me and the kids part ways..i still hear it!! so yeah..i started to freak out. as in really FREAKED OUT.
was praying in my heart lah...and i felt that there was sumone staring behind me..so i walked damn fast adn quickly get in the lift and went home. went home...too scared till not hungry. forget it. i am skipping dinner. should binge on sum chips later and just drink milk. so i was like..tired...freak out...then back to tired. so shower..then as usual drop dead for one hr in my bed. hahaha.
wake up...feeling seriously blur..actually woken up coz kinah called my hse. haha...then i picked up her phone abit blur blur then a bit grouchy. sorry kinah. haha. appreciate ur help babyyyyy. hahaha. so i tink...tonite i am not goign to do any work already. seriously tired. after i post this..i will go to slp. so yeah..shall end here. take care people. nitez!
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Friday, May 12, 2006
11:30 PM
yay! finally can change the blogskin already. got bored with the old one already. oh well..since i cant change boyfren that often...i must of cse change blogskin often rite? anyway the two staklers that i always hang out with also keep changing blogskins lah. so yeah. u dun make comments about how often i change the skins. hahaha. i love u both. really.
actually...this is not my first choice. but oh well..it looks about the same as my first choice. talking about first choice. me, kinah and yoda got our first choice for electives!! which just means one thing. we will be in the same class again next semester! we will be reunited. *touched* watever. haha.
actually i have some thoughts regarding wat certain people choose their electives...but i shall keep quiet about it. after all its their life. ok gerfrens. this doesnt refer to any of u. so dun anyhow tink.
ok..today is a normal day. vesak day aka eric's chinese bdae. so have u guys wish him? haha. today i went to work. today is me ang nigel. only 2 of us working. so its busy like hell. haha. i was abit sleepy and not fully awake..so yeah..did some mistakes here and there lah. but its still minor mistakes. so fine.
nothing much about work. except i did see a very nice, pluffy, white big dog. man...its so pluffy. i tink it will be nice as a pillow. hehe.
i discovered that i really have a non-existence bf! haiz...high dissapointment lvl. anyway...yesterday me and kinah...travel for 1 hr...waited for one hr...and the stupid consultation lasted for 2 mins! wth!! nvm. at least its good. haha. i have to treat kinah to breakfast. anyway...i love u kinah. thanks for accompanying me. though it look so wrg. haha.
and yoda..the reason why i can fall aslp so soundly was because u guys are there mah. wat make su tink i will slp in public when i am alone outside. i already had enough of my fair share of being molested. hahaha. as nutty as u are...i just love u too. hahaha.
oh ya...talked for a short while with suraiyah just now. oh well..she sounds like she is in cloud nine. i am happy for her anyway. hehe.
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
11:44 PM
i am so finally done with company law second quiz and tut 1. meaning...i am free of company law this week...which is like so yay! hahaha. (anyway...i am imitating sumone here. make a guess but tell me thru sms or personally k. DO NOT tag the ans idiots!)
anyway...be serious. today is seriously damn tiring day. it seriously drain me of my energy. the moment i reached home...shower...i laid on the bed...and i am dead to the world for 1 hr..till my cousin knocked on my door. oh well...one hr of short nap is better than nothing ok.
MLOCT class is kinda fun today. i learnt another alternative to the SIMS. lol. its like so cool. we discovered the wonders of microsoft visio. haha. the whole class was like.."wow...cool...wah..." damn sua ku. haha. oh ya..sharon suddenly told me i dun need to work tml. so that i can work on my proj. haha.
another happy news!! my writ of summon submission is extended by 2 days! thanks to our encyclopedia ! haha. but still have to complete it by tml nite. i dun wan to rush my work. and i seriously have no idea how to do it. so i shall sit down in front of my papers after sch tml and stare at it. hopefully..it will start writing on its own and "pops!" my work is done. haah. yeah rite..i wish.
i seriously dunno wat to blog anymore. and yeah..one mth from now. my dear piggie the fat and short piggie will be back in singapore again. and at least i will have an existence bf for the next 3 mths. hahaha
my brain is dead...and i am already physically tired...no matter how much slp i got..its also no use not like i get much slp around here anyway. so yeah...i may as well be dead. and tml..i got to meet kinah at 8.30 am..to go see doc. and kinah. appreciate that u can accompany me. i treat u to breakfast ok. thanks a bunch. really. i love u to BITS man.
ok..think..i better get back to slp. before i like fall aslp here on the keyboard. hahaha.
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
11:15 PM
been wanting to blog actually...but seriously..i was too tired to do anyting these past few days. i tink its due to the heat stroke that got man. the stupid air con at my workplace broke down..so its like HOT. haha.
these past few days..i just slack around with the gerfrens and go to work loh. today..i reached home like 3.15 pm! how early! been like..a very long time since i reach home so early. planning to take afternoon nap..coz i tink i am abit feverish. 2 hrs slp..then...maybe...do some work. end up sleep from 3.30 to 7.30 pm. i seriously tink i am bummed out man. i am dead to the world man..had it nt for my sis to wake m up for dinner..i tink..i will wake up tml morning.
mentioning tml morning..seriously pisses me off. i have class at 9 am to 6 lah tml! can the tutors fixed other timing for stupid make up classes??? sick of sch man. but i love the gerfrens there. lol.
so apart from busy work schedule, and sch schedule, my life basically nothing. haha. actually i wanted to blog about sumting...but i cant rmb already. shit..i am damn forgetful. anyway..tink i will be dead tml after class.
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Friday, May 05, 2006
11:33 PM
phew...today is a very nice, fun and weird day. it started out quite badly lah. coz i was like late for my 9 am class...8.50 i am still at home waiting for my condo bus to go bedok lah. class start at 9 i at bedok at 9. hahaha. so yeah...reached sch like at 9.25 like dat. cant be bothered to take cab anymore. dun wan to waste money. haha. late already still must guide a year one to go to her class..haiz...
after class things start to get better. though i nv read the lec notes...somehow i can do the tut in class. haha.so fine lah. then apel class is fun. i seriously dunt expect some childish ans coming from that person seeing the high IQ lvl that person got lah. come one..common sense will tell it they are just blowing the matetr out of proportion just to win lah. THINK OUT OF THE BOX. haiz...u are too protected.
after that me and kinah have 5 hrs before we meet ypda and yy to go for dinner for her early bdae celebration. me and kinah went to sakura then impromptu catch MI3 hahaha...nice show. thent owards the end..got this ah ma suddenly stand and started scolding teh kids seating infrt and point at them using her big umbrella. hahaha...weird but funny! then after show there is this guys confidently walked into the gerz toilet. hahaha....then he walked out back. sorry but me and kinah really cant stand lah. so we just laugh lah. hahaha.
ok..this is the dinner..btw yy is so happy lah..*winks* go BIG TWEETY bird. hahaha.. we told u he is interested in u!!! u doesnt believe us. anyway...yoda always nv fails to embarass us with her antics and over sharing whenever we are in a cab. we went to fisherman's village started eating like pigs. oh well..me and yy enjoying. but kinah and yoda have to handle the ants. wahahah...after dinner went to the playgroudn to sit. then we gave flowers to yy! tulips! then got her the present. cant believe it when she actually believed kinah and yoda when they crapped that they got her a printed flower bra and panty. hahaha. open the present see the slipper le..she still searching for the bra! hahaha...guess she must have want it very badly. hahah...yeah..kinah..ur present will be changz licence. ok!
well..was glad yy enjoyed her day! coz we too! i had fun just now with those gerz. my depression is reduced alittle bit. hahaha. oh well..tml got to work. so i shall end here ok. take care people. i love u guys!
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12:00 AM
lack of posts again. seriously..these days i lost the inspiration to blog..actually it more of too tired that i forgot to blog...anyway...school is horrible! wait..i dun mean the classmates yeah...i mean the workload. its just 2nd week of sch...and the tutors are not letting us off..they are out to get us. deadlines for projects are very close now...and damn lah..i dun even noe wat to do. and my tutor for that subject sucks big time lah. nv even teach.
and its not really helping that...i am already in my third year. so its time to start tinking..where to go next. damn. dunno if due to pmsing or wat..i actually feel depressed tinking wat or where to go next. i am startign to have doubts if law is actually the ting for me. fuck lah. i tink..everyone is starting to have that doubts. adn its not helping when i tot of my idiotic grades!!
i really hope that its due to my pms that i am actually feeling this depression. i hate growing up. the older i am...the more decisions i have to make. and fuck..i am growing older which means..my parents are growing older. have u guys ever tot of wat will happen after u die? i mean...people always sez..scientifically...if u die...ur body lose the electricity and thus unable to function. ur brain cant function means ur body cant move..so u sleep forever.
does that mean...u will just suddenly sleep forever...not knowing...who and where u are..since ur brain is no longer tinking? u ceased to exist...i mean ur loved ones will of cse rmb u..but sooner or later u will be forgotten. the worst ting is..since ur brain is dead...u probably doesnt even noe that u ever exist in this world.
wat the fuck am i toking about man...anyway..its just science definition of death. i still prefer the definition of death in religion. i wouldnt wan to forget who i am and who are my loved ones. n i do wan to see them again even after i died (not as ghost mind u!)
i like my life now...though full of stress...my i find myself lucky enough enough to meet those whom i had met. i feel lucky being born into my family. given a choice..i wouldnt wan to be born to other family. anyway..i am just crapping tonite...its eiher pms or its depression. either one..the feeling sucks.