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Friday, June 30, 2006

11:38 PM

ok. here we are! the long awaited update by santi robin. hehe...sorry too busy frustrating over SIP that i dun have the mood to update man. anyway..i already secured a place yay! its at PKWA law firm. at suntec tower 2. hehe...although abit sad that kinah and yoda are working quite far away from me...so kind of hard to meet for lunch man. so prob will only meet for lunch once in a while i guess. hehe..

ok...this is to kinah. sorry for being such a bad fren . haha..cant hang out with u much when u need it man. but hell..dun feel weird. it takes time to adjust yeah. rmb...in 3 months time. i will be back into the girlfren that has non-existence bf. and by then bubu also going the army so the three of us are like kind of single also. so dun feel weird!

and now that SIP stress is over and stuff. i tink i need to get sum stuff out of my chest. call me too sensitive or wat yeah. but i would rather mentioned it than keeping quiet and i dun like to keep quiet about this kind of ting as i noe it will harm us. ok..here goes.

I noe that I have not hang out much...due to my dog...school..work and stuff and maybe i would have missed out lots of stuff. now that i am more free so to say...i get to hang out...but sumhow i really feel left out and stuff yeah.. it may not be on purpose but i am not exactly the most sensitive person on earth so it can be because of my sensitivity.. once or twice i wouldnt mind..but if it keeps going...it does worry me ya noe. I admit maybe its because i had not been there when stuff happen but i wouldnt noe wat had happened exactly if noone tells me rite. so yeah...not complaining here. just mentioning it. i dun want to keep it in as wat u guys already noe...wat will happen to frendship that keeps all the unhappiness inside. if u are unhappy about anyting..please please tell me. if u keep quiet hell..i wouldnt noe. i cant read anyone's mind. i wish man...haha.

alrite...thats all for tonite. quite long post rite? hehe. i am tired. and tml i still got to work man. so i shall update again tml yeah. i go slp le. hehe...bye bye.

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

11:30 PM

oh yeah..people.nothing much in my life foudn this thing in eli's blog. so i tot of doing it also. heehe.

how can i calculate my body/fat ratio?
go to doctor?

what are some of the advantages of participating in a regular exercise programme?
getting tired...aches...lack of sleep....yeah. thats all. wait...sorry..i tot the qn means disadvantages..advantage? heck no.

Arent fried foods bad for you?
if u tink its bad then its bad loh. even vegetables can cause cancer. mayeb we should not eat at all.

will sit ups help prevent me from getting soft around the middle?
soft? middle? so such words on my dictionary

is chocolate bad for you?
ur head. It can help cure depression means lesser ppl will commit suicide and gov will be happier coz more ppl living. seee...help with the policy of trying to increase no. of population

is swimming good for your figure?
oh well...it always depend on ur genes

is getting in shape important for my lifestyle?
wat shape?

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Friday, June 16, 2006

1:03 PM

it has been a week since cupcake join our family. the result so far..i am stillhaving the anxiety and unsureness if i should keep her. second...i have no more social life. ask kinah and yoda for proof. i miss u guys. and kinah..i am glad u are feeling much better and really thank yoda for being there for u when i can be there physically for u yeah. but do bear in mind.i tink of u two in my heart. hehe ( goosebumps) anyway..anyting..just give me a call ok. i miss out on lots of gossips and bitching already. now i noe why mothers are so not in touch with the world. (tink twice about giving birth)

Thank God...we are finally meeting on wed for sentosa. i dun care..i wanna be selfish. i wan a TOTAL update of everyting. and i mean EVERYTING. including.wat colour of underwear u guys wore these days. haha. and thank u guys for being understanding that i cant hang out with u guys often these days. i promise it will be better in time to come yeah.

our interviews went not bad...not exactly scary..but none of us has been given a place yet. so guys..keep ur fingers crossed yeah.

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

11:56 AM

i have been very busy with my new baby thats y very seldom blog. hehe. anyway...she has been here with us for 4 days already. and yeah...our lifestyle actually changed..actually more of mine man. every day now i wake up at like 8 am and slp at like...12-12.30 am. play with her...go for walks...then feed her..then play with her again..till about 10 am..i stop playing with her..to let her get used to it loh. after that its my cousins' and sister's turn to play with her. haha. my bro...only played with her at nite just before she slp...and before he went for work. thats all...thats my life these days. i am so anti-social..no social life anymore. haiz..haha.

so far i do have my doubts whether it is rite to keep her at home with me...maybe is houldnt have bought her. coz everytime i see her lie there alone..i also sad...see her so lonely..and cannot play with her. to let her get used to be being alone in the afternoon when all of us go to sch. damn sad..esp. yesterday..she whines and bark the moment i get out of her sight. slowly..she just get used to it i guess.

for today..i dunno if she will bark and whine lah..coz she is slping now...played too much in the morning...so yeah...die..afternoon sure very active.

ok...apart from my dog (cupcake) two companies have called me to go for interview...one if for tml at 6 pm...and citygrp is on next tues...5.30 pm...why all so late????? anyway..i am happy yet anxious due to the interview i totally have no idea wat they will ask man. if they ask me about the happening around the world..hor...i die. i havnt been reading newspaper. haha. so yeah..cross fingers again. pray. kinah happy???

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Saturday, June 10, 2006

12:33 AM

ok..now is the update on my life. both my test papers (civ pro and accounts) sucks big time. so dunt ok about it. so far no law firms have called to arrange for interviews which means i am so unwanted. haiz. maybe i will fail my SIP and destined to stay in TP for the rest of my life. hahah.

and yesh...i hate nick...he always bully me and my friends cum my enemies are not helping me at all...u traitors. haha. today we went out to celebrate an early birthday for eli and qing rui. linus is the most eligible guy now! socks go! have lots of fun tonite. we are mad loh. had dinner at carl's junior and then we went to esplanade to enjoy nite scenery. quite bad loh..we were so noisy...that..all the couples moved to other place. there were like 13 of us lah. not noisy meh. took some nice pics. too tired to continue to describe..shall describe more tml ok.

tml i am working and at nite i am finally bringing cupcake back. lets hope that all goes well. haiz...cross fingers!

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12:26 AM

i decide to post for i did for my APEL 3 here. hehe. so enjoy guys.

"My life journey in Temasek Polytechnic (TP) has been full of both happy and unhappy times. Sometimes I asked myself if I had made the right choice to join TP, which doubt has always been with me until recently, one of my tutors told my class that there is no right or wrong answers in choosing your education path. I was woken by that sentence, now I feel that whether it is right or wrong, I can only find out by finishing the journey and everything actually depends on myself alone. Thus, now I would like to share my ups and downs in TP together with the things that I have learnt.

I used to be one of those naive and gullible type before I entered TP. In short, I trust people easily. I had no problem with this character of mine until I entered TP. However, I learnt it in the hard way that not everyone can be trusted easily. In my two years in TP, I had seen how friends betrayed one another and had met people who could not care less about other people's well being. Slowly but surely, I have learnt to be more alert with the help of a few of my close friends and I really keep my sane with the help of some tutors indirectly when I am involved in one of those so-called political problems within a clique. Hence, I have learnt that loyalty and honesty are very important when you are living in the society where we are depending on each other.

On the brighter side, I do feel that I am more responsible, matured and more aware of the happenings around the world in my journey in TP. For example, one of the events that I had participated is the Twinkle Project in which we brought a group of orphans to sentosa for a day of fun. I was assigned as a mentor to one of the young girls. I learnt a lot from a young girl like her, firstly, I am more grateful to the fact that I still have both of my parents with me and secondly, it was slapped to my face that I am no longer a kid. it is time for me to grow up. It was sad to say that when I saw how childish and selfish this young girl was behaving, I realized that at time, I was like that. Therefore, from that one activity alone, I told myself that I should be ashamed that I was behaving in such a way towards my family.

One of the nicknames I had acquired in my secondary school is "chatter box". However, when I first started my journey in TP, I was kind of a bit shy and dare to speak up for my beliefs and opinions because during that time, I feel that the people I was spending my time with are more matured and I should listen to them. I realized that I was starting to lose myself. I can not speak up and was afraid to do so due to fear of losing those friends. One day, a close friend of mine told me and asked me if I am happy with who I am now and true enough, I could not answer that question.

Although I am faced with this difficulty, I decided to slowly move out from this group of people and slowly, I regained the old me. I am happy that now I am able to speak up my opinions without feeling controlled by other people and I can confidently say that now, I am able to stand up for my own principles and beliefs. From this incident, I do learn that by being myself then I can see the people around me more clearly and the mentioned group of people are still friends with me only this time, I am more confident about myself. I do not need to be hypocrite just to get friends.

Therefore, in terms of successes that I have gained in my journey in TP, I feel that I have gained alot. My grades are not exactly excellent, but I do believe although grades are important, it is not the everything, as long as I have tried my best I can give a pat on the shoulder to myself. I have increased my awareness and start to cut down on my bad attitudes which my family are definitely happy about. Sensitivity, honesty, loyalty, hardworking and be humble are things that I would not be able to learn had I not started on my journey in TP.

In terms of failures, I often told myself, if I had reacted faster to events around me, I would not need to spend so much time on unnecessary conflicts. However, I feel that I still need to work on my interpersonal skills, be more independent and of course my studies.

My dream is actually to become a family law lawyer so I will try my very best to get into NUS to pursue my dream which I do not intend for it to stay as a dream but it will be a reality. However, in the event if I can not make the cut, I have considered pursuing my studies on law in Australia after I completed my studies in TP.

I would like to end my reflection by saying that although there are unhappy times during my journey in TP, the happy times sure surpass the unhappy times. Therefore, now i can proudly say that, coming to TP is not to bad after all because I do gained some true friends, meet tutors who are helpful and I feel that I have upgraded myself. I am no longer the naive, selfish and gullible kid. I have learnt to be a more matured individual. "

I would like to credit my sanity to socks, suraiyah, eric, sakinah, yolanda and my family. Had u guys not been there for me...the old santi will not be able to come back. instead of me here, it will be the hypocrite santi here. hehe. touched? fine. go cry. haha.

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

9:50 PM

i am going to make a quick post and off i am to study. hehe. today i fair not bad for my first test which is a big PHEW..kinah understand how BIG PHEW it is. haha..anyway..this post is dedicated to someone:

no matter wat u do
no matter wat u decide
I will always stand by ur side as you always do to me
because I know that it is not an easy decision to make
I know it because I have been there
although I do not have the words to comfort you
but you do know that my heart is always there with you
I am glad you were not alone just now
really glad it really sucks big time to be alone then and then
always stick to..if its meant to be then its meant to be.
if its not, no matter what you do..it will nv be.
the end may not be the ending anyway.
love you loads.

alrite.. thats it peeps..i shall go study already. btw socks...i can make it to the dinner. hahaha. i shall end this with a nice pic man.

the young, happy and innocent us.

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12:12 AM

i am supposed to be studying here...tml i have company law test like at 5 pm lah...but i just cant bring myself to study....study till i very sian. haha...so i end up changing my blogskin. two stalkers probably gonna scream at me lah..but hey..i seriously cant study. and u two also slacking now. admit it. haha.

anyway...nice blogskin rite? its something totally different from what i used to have. hehe...i like leh..it gave a sense of coolness and mystery. haha. i rmb once someone told me that he is attracted to me due to my mysteriousness...i wonder if i still have it. hehe. alrite..dun digress.

anxiety fills me again about cupcake man..nvm..i shall go back study now. and eat my supper that my bro just bought for me. i love my bro..i really do *grins*

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Sunday, June 04, 2006

12:07 AM

today is quite a slack day man..meet my piggie for breakie at mcdonald today..hehe. although i end up late at work..i am still happy beary long nv eat breakfast with him already. hehe. went to work..see cupcake...then...it grows bigger! haha..and smarter and fatter and lazier. die. haha. i really hope that i can take care of her properly man. and i hope my mom will get to love her also. hehe...

ok..nvm...nothing interesting today. other than i completed my company law quiz 4 and suraiyah being attached now. oh well..i am happy for u ok..just be careful. haha. other than that nothing le. i got a boring life. ok. fine. i miss socks and cs. and ok..fine..suraiyah also. growing up shucks big time i tell u. i really does.

oh ya..some ppl are just so weird that u cant figure out wat they are tinking. a form of challenge? maybe. hahaha. ok..dun tok already. tml also got to work. shall go sleep already. buai buai

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Saturday, June 03, 2006

12:19 AM

today i can finally breathe a sigh of relief man....MLOCt project 1 is finally done! i have been doing it since a few days ago...packed with tests and other projects..so yeah...we can really feel the suffocation and by going to the conference last week..we are actually way behind time..thus the suffocation. hahaha.

anyway...ic an only bring cupcake back on fri...and when i saw her on wed...she grows bigger le and her fur is damn nice le...so black..and shiny. haha.. i have a mixed of feelings man. now that it is nearer to the day that i can bring her back. ok..first..i am excited that i can finally have a pet and a cute one at it...BUT...i am also afraid if can take care of her properly despite my heavy schedule and i have only 1 mth to prove to my mom that i can do it. and train cupcake properly. meaning keep her smelling nice...make sure she dun destroy anyting (esp. my mom's favourite stuffs). and toilet train her.

various qns come to my mind. wat if she damn noisy...wat if she nc slp thru the nite...wat if this wat if that..ok..i guess u guys get the idea already. haha. basically thats all the anxiety that i have but all these are gone the moment i see cupcake. hehe...so yeah..*cross fingers* lets hope that it goes well.

ok..swiftly moving on..i have decided on 7 organisations to send my resumes to...i wonder if it is too much..but yoda already teach me how to reply to thos organisation that i will bastard. haha. but hor...i seriously have no confidence...i will need to cross my finger again and pray that one of the organisation will call me..for interview and give me the position! haha.

on the sadder note...had a SMALL tiny fight with my piggie just now..but all is well. and..i will be missing kinah again...wunt be seeing her for 2 days. haha.

on the happier note..i congrats...both socks and suraiyah for getting in SIM. do ur best there ok!