first of all..huggies to yolanda tan first.
got so bored after civ pro test like got nothing to do. although the truth is i got ALOT to do. hahaha. so yeah have been slacking around. my parents coming on wed..i hope to clear all the work by tml nite though. hopefully can.
oh yeah...was feeling very sentimental just now. after work..i saw this nice cat with emerald eyes...she just sat there at the middle of pathway....then got one couple passed by..the lady go and played with her just for like..3 seconds? she slowly followed her...i guess in hope she will bring her back..but the lady didnt lah. so she just stopped and sat there again...staring into space. i mean...quite sad lah...can u imagine...they are born but noone wants them..if i can...i for sure...will have bring that cat back with me man.
i am just imagining it loh..its just like a baby born then parents dun wan them...when they grow up...for sure they will also look for ppl to care for them. yeah...just quite sad when i see the cat lah.
then i was reading the newpaper today....there is this news on preserving ur body so that i can be revived in the future and quite a no. of ppl signed up for it...it really amuses me on how these ppl wan to preserve their bodies. i mean..i admit everyone is scared of deaths..me too wat. but i am scared of death is because that would mean my brain will stop functioning and i will forget about the ppl that i have met. so thats y i dun wan to die.
but these ppl preserve also for wat. when u wake up in the future (IF THEY CAN WAKE UP) the people around them will already be different. like wats the point rite...its just like i miss my sec sch life..and i wan to go back to sec sch days...fine. lets sez i go be sec sch kid again. but all my classmates and frens are not there already..i go back also no use rite.
yeah....growing up is such a pain. having one birthday means i am one year nearer to my death day. isnt it scary? i used to be happy having birthdays but now i am not so sure. one part of me want to grow up...but the other dun wan..if i grow old..that means my parents are growing old also rite. i dun wan that.
aiya...i am being a stupid ass now. hahaha..so i shall go to slp.
